[myself] The depressed one

I’m depressed, yeah.
And I suddenly came to remember a story I read long ago.
It’s a teaching about how small is our individual burden is compared to the other big stuff.

I realize that the teaching is so wrong now.
My own burden might be small compared to other burden like parental responsibilities or the responsibility of governing a whole country and stuff, but it really depends on the individual.

For example, a boy (hydrophobic) has extreme fear to get into water while the other don’t. Others may think that it’s not a big thing but it’s as big as life itself for the hydrophobic boy.
Same here in my case, my burden might be small in others eyes, but it’s as big as I could barely handle for me. So, so what if my cross is the smallest in the room, that’s the heaviest one I could manage!

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Photo credit: Google (can't see who is it, stupid uni wifi restriction.... ACCESS RESTRICTED.. yeah yeah sure sure *roll eyes*)

[news] SuJu is coming to Malaysia~

Well, that comes as a surprise ^^
Seeing how SME doing recently... but nevertheless, it's a great news to hear them back to Malaysia (although they are not the ones I'm pining to see in Malaysia)
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Hope everything do well this time for korean concert! =3
All hail hallyu wave ~

[Review] Dennou Coil (Anime)

Dennou Coil, I miss it T^T

This anime doesn’t have those main genres where I usually watch like [shoujo, harem, reverse harem, … uh, I can’t remember ^^;;].
I think I found this anime while scrolling in Supernatural genre… I think…
I love this anime because it’s not the same as what I watched and yet, it’s interesting.
The glasses really have good ideas and it make me wish for a glasses myself~
It’ll be fun~ Running from Satchii and Kyuu-chan and hiding around shrines (oh, my country doesn’t have much shrine so I’ll be doomed for sure if it happens here ^^;;)
Other than that, it’ll be fun playing ‘cyberwar’ with friends and it makes searching for information a lotta easier.
I’ll definitely visit Japan if they ever create stuff from Dennou Coil in reality Japan.


Although it’s a good anime, it’s kinda confusing in episode 1 for things are not explained in the first place.
I’m okay with it because I think it’s interesting but episode 1 is where people judge whether they wanna continue watching it or not.
So I’m just saying that people with less patience will be put off by the first episode…or not! XD

I give Dennou Coil a beautiful 5 out of 5~!♡

[myself] The Poison Tree

Today I come to know something I didn’t notice before.
Whenever I say ‘Kirai’ to ‘the’ friend, I’m never satisfied with it.
It’s like words can’t express what I felt.

But now, I finally understand why.
The truth is ‘the’ friend was never a friend, he are a foe.
That’s why words failed me whenever I tried to express how much I loathe this foe…

All thanks to a great poem from William Blake [The Poison Tree]
It amazed me how easy is it to understand and to relate the poem,
It was like I’m the one planting the pomme tree~
My old self will never believe that I actually smile and grin with glee upon finished reading the poem.

Which part of the poem makes me realize my own feeling you ask?
Well, it’s the explanation provided by my instructor that sets it in.
I still remember the beautiful sentence […a foe is when every single thing about him irks you to the point of no return]

I wonder when my tree will bear fruit… *grin*

[myself] Somethings that bugs me...

What do you call a - who is obsessed with shopping and fashion?