Friday, August 24, 2007

Fanclub です~





I'll elaborate everything later~

My lil sister's work


That's right . It's her work so if you want it , please kindly credit mokona from the Cuppa's Factory ^^
Thank you~

Mei stick~



Wah~ many Mei stick to choose ... *drools*

I love you~

This is the day that marks my history forever

21/08/07

This is the day that marks my history forever .

My friend , Nene got her handbag snatched.
Right in front of me, I’m so scared.

It’s eight something in the morning and we are searching for some shops but everywhere is closed or not yet open . We are about to cross a road between shops when a motorcycle come from afar. We thought of giving way to the motorcycle because we don’t want to get knocked down. But then , the motorcycle stop in front of a shop not far from us. Realizing that the motorcycle are not going to cross , we walked across the road.
Nene walk behind me because she don’t want to rush when crossing road. Then , I heard her scream and she pointed at the motorcycle and say that her handbag have been snatched .
I got frantic and we chase after the motorcycle although it is futile attempt. The motorcycle disappear at full speed and Nene is left to mourn her loss. She cry so sadly that I cry along with her. Why it is an extremely sad thing? I’ll explain.

Nene comes from a family which the living quality is lower than average homes. Her mother works only as a kindergarten teacher. With that wage , her mother need to support Nene and her little brother and sister. She always save money and learn not to waste it. No discrimination here but Nene is the poorest among our friends but all of us still treats her the same because she is our friend and she is a cheerful person. When it’s time for us to work while waiting for examination result to come out , she works harder than anyone else and save money to buy an expensive cell phone. Nene , she is a person with unusual luck and a tremendous bad luck . She doesn’t score well in exam and she lost many things in her life. Money …………earrings (she also forget to take them with her after she paid it) and many more. But she always optimist.
This story is even sadder than the series of unfortunate event by Lemony Snicket.

After get snatched , Nene cry or rather , howls and mourns for the loss of her precious belongings. Inside is her precious cell phone , her wallet which contains her life money Rm67.++ , her pendrive , her contact lenses case, her mirror and ATM cards . Luckily for her, her identity card isn’t in the bag or she’ll have to make it again.
Knowing her condition and how much money means to her , I can’t stand but to cry along with her. She keep crying that she doesn’t have anything left. Her life’s ruined. She have no money and words like that. It’s a very saddening sight .
Whenever she cries , I’ll cry along. My sister ask the reason I cry along. I cry because she is so pitiful but I can’t do anything to help because I’m not a wealthy person myself. I really hated Satan. He’s the reason that the world started to filled up with robbery and kidnapping and all those evil stuff. My eyes hurt because I cry so many times.

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

T^T

14thAugust2007

I cried so much that my eyes hurt~ T^T

I’m sad……. *speechless*

13thAugust2007

I’m sad……. *speechless*

I’m so sad that I wanted to cry out loud. T^T
*tears brimming*
Today , I went to the study camp by the university that I’m going to study. But actually , it is not really an university because it’s main body is in KL and this institute I’m going to study is in Ipoh and the institute simply merged with some college for it’s place. It is quite small ….. try picturing a normal shop house + a more level. Haha~ , pathetic , right ? But actually , the thing that I’m so upset about is their accommodation . It is said to be located quite a distance away and it’ll be impossible to walk . The way is to ride the van provided at RM4 per trip. God ! Are you thinking that we are rich freaking people ?!
(Then again , who is the idiot who make the dorm so freaking far away from the institute ?!!)
Then , the other thing that brought tears to my eyes is they have curfew! Shit! I was like ‘What?! My mom wouldn’t insist curfew on me and this bl**dy g*dd**m school wants to control me?’ Their rules written that nobody is allowed outside their own dorm after 10.30 pm . (But seriously , if oppa ever comes to Malaysia , I’ll skip the school no matter what!)
One more ridiculous rules is they don’t allowed anybody to brought along VCD/DVD player. Because why? Because they view the machines as a tool to view indecency items. Then my friend chipped in, what about laptop ?
Yeah , what about them ? Seriously , I don’t think that they realize. Why people would use the DVD/VCD player if they got laptop ? Why people would use the players if they could view indecency online ? These stupid idiots !!
The worst part is the ratio of the spread of people is 49% +49% +2% = 100%
We , TY (the 2% one) hardly see anybody our type .

The school makes me miserable and I missed you , Yunho oppa ! T^T

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

Reality check!

Falling in love with Yunho is most probably the worst I’ve ever done to myself. It’s like a torture. He makes me love him so much that it hurts deeply inside me. Believe it or not , I get depression recently. The depression is actually ….. I mean it’s not Yunho that I have depression but he makes my depression got worse. I miss him , like all other fans do. Because of UfoTown , I can see that he loves his fans. It makes me think if he would reply me if I ever got a chance to send him a message . I started to look for ways to send the message. I try asking my Korean friend for help but she didn’t reply me back . This is the first time she missed the replying duration . I was thinking , did I just lost a friend because of Yunho ? I’m actually waiting for the time to come for me to continue my studies but all these days waiting for the time to come , I can only think of Yunho . It’s Yunho and nothing else. A sane person would most probably see my condition as a fanatic fan. Maybe they are right , I’m most probably insane now. Hahaha~ , I even join iple istyle even though I have not even the faintest idea about what they are talking about. I go online for 3 hours and the only thing I’m doing is downloading their clips , old and new. Recently , in my imeem , I catch the latest gossips saying that Jessica from So Nyeo Si Dae got date Yunho. I just brush it off because she is not Yunho’s type. But , being female , the name that once annoys my brain , I can’t ignore her anymore. Finding that she is from SNSD , I watch their mv to see their ability . Fortunately , I’m able to maintain a neutral mind and decided to give the mv and song a 7 out of 10 . I even took liking of Tiffany and the dancing queen…. But I’ve forgotten her name.
I love Yunho and it’s driving me crazy. God , please help me T^T


PS >> Did I mention that I’m writing a weekly email to Yunho ? I can’t be sure if the email is truly belong to Yunho but I just wanted to send him a wish and a hope. I’m going nuts~

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