Friday, December 28, 2007

The moment of reflection

I stood there; staring at the walls adorned by different types of DongBang posters and wondered. All of us are bustling with activities. We form forums, make fanclubs, share movies and videos, start contest and send gifts but do they know about our existence?
The answer is yes and no. Yes, they know about our existence and no because they merely know us by one mass unit of people.

Recently, I’ve been going online non-stop and feels tired about it. What actually am I doing here? Maybe I’m getting this low mood because I’ve received a rumor that S.M. Entertainment is not going to Malaysia anymore. Means none of their artist is coming. The reason is we are not making money. SM loss more than they gain. I’m greatly at loss by this rumor. I do hope it’s wrong and our boys will come back to Malaysia next year. On the other hand, I partly wished that our boys are going to military so that they could rest from all the fans-thing. They are too tired. They’ve used more than one year to finish their Asia Tour and their company is starting another one next year. Like a quote from a Cassiopeia, ‘I wished I’ve never loved them because I’m not worthy of their love…’

I’m not ready to give up my love for them but it is not as strong as in yesterday.
As I end this, I want to wish Yunho oppa a healthy life and a happy one.
‘Oppa, I love you. Please get healthy soon…’

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

Haha

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

[Fan account] 241107 TVXQ 2nd 'O' concert in Malaysia

*sigh* Here I go, the starting of my very first fan account. Here I am, starting to write my experience, listening to ‘Propose’ [HeyGirl! Reprise] and I can’t help but cry a little bit. The song is too beautiful combining the experience of able to see them live.

I decided to skip the part of KLIA because it’s too painful for me to remember it.

24thNovember 2007, another date to be remembered forever.
10.00 am
Me and my sisters have decided to go early because me and my twin sister are in pit zone while my younger sister is at zone A. We calculated that it’s okay to go at 12 pm (but still it’s very outrageous to be there for 12 hours.) and we went to Sungei Wang to scout for last minute red glow stick. At twelve, we left the shopping centre and head for the stadium without getting anything to eat (well, I did manage to get a squiggle before leaving)
12.00 pm
Arrive at the stadium and it already filled with red sea (we got some other sea here too- white and black- ^^;;).
Saw Vic-chan and chat with her.
Quickly get into the queue and start to bake in the sun.
I get my two sisters to scout around and I wait in the sun.
My twin sister, Su manage to see around and reported that Yuri have not come yet.
My younger sister, Teng go around the stadium and informed us that there are some people peeking in the stadium and she will join them to get pictures.
2.00 pm
Clock’s ticking, nothing interesting happen and very, very HOT!!
Su goes and queue at JJ Bar to get some goodies.
Teng take my place and my turn to scout around.
As I went down the queue to the main hall, I took a video to show how long the queue at the time.
Found Yuri and staff unpacking things. Inform her that I need her to help me pass presents to our Dong Bang boys but she is busy.
Go around the stadium to peek inside the stadium. OMG! The land is flat and the RM100 people are very near to the stage. Darn!
Get Yuri again this time and give her the present. Manage to get some Kpop Bagus too ^^
Was getting ice-cream when Teng call me to tell me that there’s an uproar like ‘I think we can go in now’
Rush back and join the queue.
Everybody is pushing and I have no idea what’s going on. It turns out that the photographer is taking pictures…… -_-|| What the …?!
But since the original queue is messed up, all of us stay at the place we’re standing.
But then, the uproar isn’t caused by the photographer. Someone claimed that she saw the boys! And since many people screams, I concluded that they have going in through the main hall.
3.00 pm
We heard music from the stage and it is [Timeless] and everybody screams. We are very happy that we are getting to see Jang Liyin in person. And they practice the song and people scream some more. Some people sing along the song too, did I?
3.10 pm
We heard the all famous tune [Balloon]!! And people scream again. Then we heard them sing and people scream again. Later, somebody scream and say that she saw Junsu coming from the stage. Gosh, we are at the back so we can neither see nor hear anything about the boys.
6.00 pm
I think it’s around this time, we are, at last getting into the stadium. But thing doesn’t come easy. Everybody is pushing and it comes to a point that it is so funny, that I decided to make a joke. Everyone is like front to back, back to front. Meaning my front is against other people back and vice versa. REALLY PUSHING LIKE CRAZY~
I make it to the entrance, safely. The security man asked me if I have camera with me and wants to check my bag. I answer no and quickly rushed to the stadium.
>> Waiting for the time to past, management unit air some songs [SuJu- Don’t don, SNSD- Into the new world, TVXQ- Open up your mind and other la~ forgotten liao]
>> Saw a member of our fanclub but forgotten her name so, sorry la~!
>> with her and her group about Dong Bang and other things.
>> Get to know 2 japanese . They are very beautiful.
8.00 pm
-Opening -O-
Woah, the bass is really loud. And my heart is thumping along with it.
And each introduction of them gains a lot of screaming.
-Phantom
I search for Yunho oppa and can’t find him. Then, I realized that Yunho still haven’t recovered from his injury.
-Milion Men
Although I’m very excited and got scream but didn’t notice much as Yunho isn’t there. There’s no meaning for me to remember it.
-Battlefield #1
Very excited because the screen is big and they are very handsome.
-The Way You Are
Very happy that this song finally comes out but I didn’t remember most of it. As I have mentioned earlier, without Yunho oppa, I can’t focus 100% into it.
-Rising Sun
Couldn’t be happier because this is the first pop rock from them I ever heard. Yunho oppa still stand at the back singing his part. When it is time for Changmin to yell, I focus on the big screen and caught him breathing while the yelling is still on. Haha~ it’s not that I don’t know they are lip-synced but its amusing seeing them do that.
-Tears in the water
The music is very calm and nice. Then a dropped from the top and it’s very interesting to see it because ….well, I don’t know. It is just fascinating. A man jumped for her rescue and I remember reading that it’s Jae who did it. So, we yell his name but later on found out that he is not Jae. This music give us time to relax and gain back strength to scream some more.
-One
Personally, I love this song because it’s the first song that I’ve translated the lyric from Korean to romanji. But in their 1st Japan Live, this song is used to say goodbye so when the song starts to play, I feel a pain in my heart. I still love this song but I don’t want to hear it in the concert because I don’t want them to say goodbye. Pretty selfish of me but who wants to depart from them?
-MENT
Ah ha ha, the management unit subbed what the boys is saying so that we can understand what the boys is talking about. So when we found out what is they are talking about, we scream as a reply. I’m really happy that the boys is taking us seriously (at least I think so) and I’m really glad that I can see Yunho oppa so happy here.
-Miduhyo
What is more blissfully than to hear my favorite song live in front of me? I really love this song and I only focus on Yunho as this is the reason I’m here in the concert. The song is beautiful and the starting is very soothing.
-You Are My Miracle
Woah, the fireworks shoot out and everybody is enjoying the song. The boys is wearing white cape and Yucheon walk past in front of me! XDXDXD~! What can I say? He looks very handsome and has beautiful skin. How’s the song? Forgotten liao ^^;;
-Junsu (My page)
I focus on the big screen until I notice some rain-like scenery and I’m surprised that its water sprayed on him from above. Very cool~ and when he dance like that with the female dancer. Woah, man~! And I see him slipped a little bit when he is in the center of the cross but he managed to catch himself from falling.
-Yucheon (One last cry)
This song is very nice XDXDXD~! And he is really into the song, looks very handsome. As he is at the center of the cross, I can’t see him so I just watch through the big screen. Very beautiful~ And I’m informed that after his song ended, he throw his hat and our Kingdom people got it. Lucky ~!
-Propose
This music is so touching. At the screen, it displays our Dong Bang at Prague and some short message at the picture. I remembers that got a picture of Yunho and the message is [You only love].
-HeyGirl!
OMG~! I live to hear the song live (just kidding)!! Some people did mention that their live version of this song isn’t good because all of them are shouting together. But I really love the moment when Yunho shout ‘Hey….girl~!’
-Yunho (Spokesman)
I thought Yunho won’t dance for this one but he really did~! So, I give my all and scream for him. And I wonder if DongHae did come for Yunho but some anonymous guy rap for Yunho instead. Some people say he is Ricky, some people say its Henry but the most absurd one is the papers. They say he is DongHae. Haha~! Yunho appears looked like a leader who keeps throwing his papers around and very cute!! Then later, his dancers carry him up and I was like ‘Please do it properly and don’t drop him!’ After putting him down, the dancers have their hands on Yunho’s clothes. I thought they are smarting his clothes but they suddenly tore it apart revealing another shirt underneath. Woah, I scream like crazy. Then Yunho go and wear the jacket on the mike stand and rapped for some time. Later on, the dancers helped him out from the jacket and into another new one. Yunho take his time wearing it, ily. Again, scream like crazy. Yunho sings a part which the screen displays the lyric. I wonder if he wants us to sing along. But the lyric went too fast. I’m not capable to sing rap in Korean yet. Mian hada, Yunho oppa!!!
-Drive
Haha, really love the song! So upbeat and Yunho drive his car with Yucheon. While, the two boys take the center route, the other boys took the curve one. Junsu walk past in front of me. His skin is so radiant! Did he smile? Aiya, I’ve forgotten liao.
-Danger zone
It’s a war scene before the next song. So capturing(?) but the words have etched into my mind.
-Dangerous Mind
I didn’t notice much of the song because Yunho didn’t dance. I keep searching for him. But I like this song too yo~! Plus, Teng say Junsu really jumped over Changmin from behind.
-O Jeong Ban Hap
I’m sorry to see Junsu substituting for Yunho because he must have pressure. And it just isn’t interesting without Yunho in it. So I just capture the video via big screen when I realized it is permitted as the security guard himself is capturing it. Plus, there is a who keeps taking videos via big screen and they didn’t catch her.
-Remember
I was near the side when two s quickly stood at the side and I overheard them that the song coming is Remember and Yucheon is coming this way. I ask them and they say it’s true. As sure as the statement, the song comes in and Yucheon starts to make his way to our side. The guards keep guarding us so that we don’t do anything harmful. And that makes three Dong Bang boys just past in front of me. Yucheon is so radiant too and have beautiful skin.
-Timeless
It’s Timeless now and many people screams because can see Jang Liyin again. The song is very powerful and I’m glad that I’m able to hear it live. After the song ends, Junsu seems like giving a short introduction of her and leave. We thought Jang Liyin will stay to introduce herself more but she bow and take off after Junsu. I guess she is just anxious.
-Changmin (When I first kiss you)
The starting of this song is very cute. Changmin plays the entire instrument and declare that everything is well before starting the song. So cute!! Then, the screaming seems to cease because maybe only now the fans know how to shut up and listen. The local paper quoted otherwise and says that Changmin’s song isn’t popular. *sigh*
-Jaejoong (Crying)
His voice is so powerful and he is so into the song, singing passionately just like Yucheon. I just watched him through the big screen. Beautiful Jae~
-Balloon
The animation of cute TVXQ comes into the big screen and I recorded it. I didn’t realize anything different until Su mention that it’s different from the previous animation. It’s the cute fat version!! XDXD!! And after the animation ended, the boys come out and Changmin drives his plane-car to our curve. The road must be bumpy as his car is unable to drive further. He smile and sweat-dropped because his car won’t go as he wish. So, Changmin is driving around in front of us. We keep shouting ‘Changmin ah~!’ I thought Yunho would come this way as this is right pit, his pit! *sigh* He is nowhere to be seen.
-Hiyaya
The upbeat song comes and everybody drive back to the stage to abandon their plane-car. Everybody is singing along and Changmin went to our curve with two dancers. When A-Z dancers are walking past, we scream and waves to them. The famous A-Z people! *amazed* Then, Changmin is fooling around with his dancers at our curve. So cute!!! He has with him a paper bag and he keep fumbling into it and pretending that he can’t take the thing inside out. At last, he managed to get it out (its paper flower) and the dancers throw the flowers to the fans.
-MENT
This time, what they are saying isn’t subbed so I have no idea what Yunho oppa and the other is talking about but I figure it means the next song is the last song for today.
-Unforgettable
They went around singing the song. Junsu comes to our curve and we all scream and yell his name ‘Kim Junsu, Kim Junsu!’ and he smile. He goes to the lift-thingy and got himself higher for the RM100 people to see him. I think others also got do the same thing but I didn’t notice. Because he is just right in front of us, we all yell his name and I saw Junsu grins. Then, he moves his hip slightly and one more time, even more obvious now. And we all scream again. He got down the lift and went to the front so I recorded the rest via the big screen. When the song ended, they give their thanks and Yucheon say something in English (forgotten what is it but I’m sure I understand it). Then they all go back.
-Encore
As soon as I realized that Unforgettable is the last song, I shout ‘Oppa, andwae!!’ and all of us started to chant ‘Encore!’ For many times we have chanted but nothing happen. I was about to give up when the voice shouted ‘Yeoreobun!’ (It means everybody) All of us scream and shouted.
-Hug
This is the last song and everybody seems very happy with it. All the boys rush out with bottle of water in their hand. Jaejoong walk to our curve with a cheeky grin. We thought he would splash us with water but he just unscrew the cap as he walk past us. But I am managed to get a look at Jae. He is so beautiful, the image of beauty. So radiant the skin and as white as Snow White’s. Later, Jae comes back to our curve and splashed us with the remaining of his water. He is so playful comparing to last concert. This concluded my close encounter with the boys. I saw everybody except Yunho. I’m at the right pit but I can’t see him closely…. so irony T^T

The boys went back and I saw that they are not coming out anymore (as much as I have hoped they would). I quickly rushed out the exit and go back to the main hall where we enter and noticed that the posters at the door already gone but the one at the wall still here. I looked around and saw a guard. I pleaded him to let me have the poster and use my charm (if I have any). He says that he can’t help me and I must get it myself. I’m relieved and asked for confirmation that he won’t catch me if I do. He won’t and I quickly get to work. As I tore off the 1st one, an old man tore off the poster next to me and I quickly take the chance and ask him if I can have another one of the poster and give many reasons. He agrees and he helped me to get the other poster next to his after he have tore off one for himself. Haha~ save RM20 there.



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