Tuesday, June 12, 2007

My piece of art




I love him T^T

My life these days [3]

Now , it’s time for the major part . They STOLE my stuff !! It’s nothing expensive but it’s new , still inside it’s packaging . The thing they’ve stole is my razor . It’s really minor stuff but when I found out that my razor had gone missing , I search high and low for it because I afraid that I have take it to somewhere else . But , after a futile search , I feels tired and my eyes stings . I went to the bathroom and cry my heart out . I really feels sad and everything inside me simply pours out . Before I can even reach out for a tissue , a big droplet of tear runs down . Other people may think that I’m crazy to cry sadly over small thing (a razor) , but it’s only a partial reason why I cry .
I cry because I’m feed up with the BOB . I cry because they gang up to bully me (Plastic have long left to continue her studies) . I cry because they stole my things . I cry because the razor is still new as I haven’t use it yet . I cry because I couldn’t punish them , because I don’t have proof and evidence . So , I cried .
It’s either me or I heard B talking to E >> ‘So pity , she’s crying’
When I finally got out from bathroom , they have left for the disco again . I went to bed and cry myself to sleep . The next day , I’m still down over the incident . Then , it’s my afternoon break , I went strolling the plaza and come upon a video shop . They are featuring some songs from their newest selling album . It’s DBSK [Five in The Black] and the very moment I enter the shop , it’s Begin on air . The best part is it’s Yunho’s turn to sing . After the afternoon break , I suddenly think of an idea . I want REVENGE . The slogan for this revenge is [I planning a revenge , don’t stop me , for you’ve make me cry , I want you PAY !] What is my revenge ? Me myself also don’t know , I was thinking the payment should be ten times my loss . So , I make my aim towards B’s brassiere (E have been transferred to other apartment , YAY!!)
The next night , it’s either my luck or hers , B have also transferred to other apartment . Her luck , I can’t have my revenge on her . She can keep her brassiere . My luck , I won’t have to face her again ! I’m free from her clutches ……… XDXDXD!!!! Imagine my happiness , I straight away grab a large plastic bag and throw off everything that is not mine as it’s only me staying in the room . I throw off things I think belongs to her like a black panty soaking for days ago , a metal ring , and tore off a cert . Cruel but it’s even cruel of them to torture me . And that’s it , I’m now have a new roommate .

My life these days [2]

Okay , to explain why I hated BOB so much . Ah , before that I need to classify the BOB to their respective initial . One is E and the other one is B .

We’ll start with some minor first :
>> B is a very rude girl . She give you the face and tone whenever she speaks to the person she hate .
>> B and E are dirty people . Why ? They didn’t bring much luggage and the most important thing (bedspread) , they also didn’t bring it . By bringing so little luggage , I think they miss all daily necessities like shampoo , body soap , comb , toothpaste , towel and etc . The day they start to live with me , the toilet started to give out strange odor , we can’t classify it stinks , it is kind of bitter smell that would make you vomit .
>> I’m suspecting B and E are using my stuff like toothpaste because I have a habit of pinching the bottom so nothing is left at the bottom . But one day , when I brush my teeth , I feel that as if someone have pinched the middle when using it because some have go to the bottom .
>> They like to go to disco nearby but didn’t have the house key . So when they come back , they keep pressing the bell . It is 3.30 in the morning , for Goodness Sake !! The next day , they went to disco again without the key again . And they press the bell again !!
>> They like to sleep with only brassiere on and a jeans . Moreover , they sleep hugging each other . Gawk ~!
>> They didn’t care you are sleeping , they only care for themselves . So , they laugh shrilly as shrill as they want , they chats loudly as they can and …. erm , I forgot .
>> They took pictures of each other with only brassiere on and they even chatting normally like that .
>> They use my shampoo and soap . How can I know ? As if they do it on purpose , my stuff are lying around the bathroom . My bodywash even stand next to a ‘baldi’ (I’ve forgotten the word in English ^^;;) which is filled with water and soap .


As I’m a peace-loving type , I choose to write notices rather than confront them . Okay , I’m timid . The notice I write are like this :
Okay , it’s time we set some rules here . First , please , please ask other people’s permission before using the stuff . It’s very impolite , didn’t your mother teach you that ? (Please don’t touch my stuff ! If you touch my stuff , I’ll kill you!) Second , please keep the bathroom clean !

But later , I found out that the notice is nothing useful so I tore it off .

My life these days [1]

3th of June 2007 , I’m writing this entry .
How should I start ? I want to write my life since my rotten room mate move in to live custom in our store for the person to start working first and then when off work , the other staff will bring the newbie to their respective apartment . That day , I work morning shift so I didn’t escort the BOB a.k.a Bitches Or Bisexuals (the name I call them) to our apartment . At working place earlier , they seems so nice or normal . But actually they don’t ! And that day , I sleep in my sister’s room because I was watching movie with her . The next day , I went back to my room to change clothes and notice the BOB are sleeping in the room (my room are to accommodate 5 person) . I didn’t think anything would happen and I’m doing a full shift so I got change and go to work . When I come back from working , I straight away go to sleep because so tired . The next day , I notice some of my food had disappear . What is it ? My Chipsmore in a container are left only one inside (although I can’t remember how many is it last time but it is definitely not ONE !) and my ‘kacang tumbuk’ have disappear one . This is the first time my food got eaten by other people since I first got here . I was furious because food is very important to me (I love food!!) . Other people suggest maybe the cleaner have eaten it because yesterday is housekeeping day . But other also say maybe the BOB have eaten it . I’m so confused but I have my suspicions on them . But what happen the next day is more shocking ! There are sanitary pads which have been used (which means it have blood in it XP!!) at the window side and on the basin . I was disgusted and Plastic (I call her that ^^;;) says she have seen empty sanitary pads lying around too . Also she have seen droplets of red substances on the bathroom floor . Woah , major disgusting !! We suspected the BOB because the room only house four of us , the BOB , me and Plastic . Since me didn’t do that , and Plastic denies it , we’re about 90% sure it was the BOB who did it . I decided to complain to our supervisor about it . But ‘we’ have changed to ‘me’ because I work morning shift while Plastic’s noon shift .
I complain it to my favorite supervisor , Tommy because he is nice to me ^^
After I told him the whole story , he was disgusted . He promise to look into it . But , actually he told our store manager and she call upon the BOB to ask about it . They , of course , denies it . The store manager told me about the result of her investigation (the fact that the BOB denies my charge) and suggest a bad idea . She suggest how about everybody let her touch our butt to feel if there are sanitary pad . Oh My God !! That will be so embarrassing so I strongly against it . There goes my chance to get rid of the BOB but still I against the idea . Since that moment , I’m enemies with the BOB . We never talk to each other again .

Saturday, June 02, 2007

A quiz ... ooh~

1. . Write the name of a person of the opposite
gender.

2. Which is your favorite color out of red,
black, blue, green, yellow?

3. Your first initial?

4. Your month of birth?

5. Which color do you like more, black or
white?

6. Name of a person of the same gender as yours.

7. Your favorite number?

8. Do you like California or Florida more?

9. Do you like the lake or the ocean more?

10. Write down a wish. (A realistic one).

WHEN YOU'RE DONE, SCROLL DOWN
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THE ANSWERS

1. You are completely in love with this person.

2. If you choose:
Red - You are alert and your life is full of love.
Black - You are conservative and aggressive.
Green - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back.
Blue - You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love.
Yellow- you are a very happy person and give
good advice to those who are down.

3. If your initial is:
A-K You have a lot of love and friendships in your life.
L-R You try to enjoy your life to the maximum and your love life issoon to blossom.
S-Z You like to help others and your future love
life looks very good.

4. If you were born in:
Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you fall in love with someone totally unexpected.
April-June: You will have a strong love relationship that will not last long but the memories will last forever.
July-Sep: You will have a great year and will experience a major life changing experience for the good.
Oct-Dec: Your love life will not be too great, but eventually you will find your soul mate.

5. If you chose...
Black: Your life will take on a different direction, it will seem hard at the time but will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.
White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.

6. This person is your best friend.

7. This is how many close friends you have in your lifetime.

8. If you chose:
California: You like adventure.
Florida: You are a laid back person.

9. If you chose:
Lake: You are loyal to your friends and to your love. And you arevery reserved.
Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to please people.

10. This wish will come true only if you RE-POST THIS BULLETIN in a different board within one hour., and it will come true before your next birthday....^___________^

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

*sigh*

He is supposed to come in today at one o'clock . I waited and waited and finally give up on him at one thirty . I suppose he won't come in today after all . -_-
And then , it's coming to two o'clock and i'm waiting to go out for my break time and then , there he is .. looking tired and worn out . He just pass by and say 'ladies and gentlemen..' ^^';; what a weird thing to say but he appeared when i wasn't expecting him so seeing him just makes my heart beats faster . I always hated his effect on me and so effective too .

-to be continued-

Thursday, April 26, 2007

My friend's last day


Yup , as the title suggested , it's my friend's last day working today . So , as a memory we snap pictures together and i give a bar of chocolate as a farewell present . Because i love chocolate so much XDXD!! The left one will be me and the right is mei ling .

Monday, April 23, 2007

TVXQ fanclub 1st Anniversary party 3

Then [Balloon] is being played and we are to go to the centre to jump around and pass a big balloon around .
Later .... blahblahblah , we get to have our lunch which is spagetti ^^ Yum !
After eating , Jerry performs [Magic Castle] and [My little princess] , very nice indeed but as he had said ,
it's quite difficult to sing the songs for one couldn't sing for five .
A side comment to add , it's really comforting to see many people adores DBSK and know their songs and sing
along . It makes me feels belonged . Another side comment to add , i must say , Yuri is very beautiful !!
No boot-liking here , i just want to say out what's true . She is very beautiful and fluent in English too .



TVXQ fanclub 1st Anniversary party 2

And we get to have door gift which contains :
A leaflet from DBSK concert last year
A 'Mei' stick (mine is Yunho oppa XDXD!!)
A mag (but it is outdated ^^;;)
A set of DBSK [O] Jeong Ban Hap postcards
and a leaflet to promote membership for DBSK and Super Juniors (SuJu)
.... i think that's it if i remember it clearly

Because the Vip haven't arrive yet , so Jzune say we should play some games .
She just ask who is your fav Dong Bang and why and many people join in .
It seems that YuCheon got a few fans there while Yunho's fans [that's me] and JaeJoong's fans dominated
the party . YuCheon used to boast that his fans is the most in Cassiopeia ^^;;
Then , finally the Vip came and we starts the party with Felicia and her co-emcee Eeza .
We get to watch DBSK's message for 988 and myfm . There some funny part too !





TVXQ fanclub 1st Anniversary party 1

It's so fun this day ! Firstly , when i thought that i'll be late with my sister , we saw the restaurant which is supposed to be the venue of the party . Thank God !!But there we stood , in front of the restaurant not knowing where to go or do . Then , the doorman point inside the restaurant and mention something like 'inside......third floor' .We then enter and again we stood there not knowing where to go . Then , the waitress insidecome to us and suddenly point to a lift and ask us to go there . We are puzzled that everybody know who are we and where are we going ... then we realise thatwe are wearing red . Maybe that's why people recognise us , we are the Cassiopeia that have bookedtheir hall upstair . We quickly went up the lift and are amazed at the scene opened upon us . Sea of red ^^ ...urm maybe not sea but it definitely quite a sight to see many people wearing red . Some is wearing kingdom's shirt [members from kpopkingdom(www.kpopkingdom.com)] and some are wearingTVXQ's fanclub shirt (which i also have now ^_^) . Some even wear the t-shirt from LG event t-shirt (actually i don't know what it is but never mind , i think you can catch it) .
We find a place to sit , then started to know people around me . I get to know a girl sitting at my left . Her name is Ginny (or so i think it is spelled this way ^^;;) and she like JaeJoong . Sitting next to my sister is a girl named Hani (again , i think it is spelled that way) and she is actually accompanying her sisterto this party so when we ask her about her favourite Dong Bang , she didn't tell us . And later she reveal thatshe likes Micky YuCheon . Her sister like Yunho (I like him too , oppa sarang hammida!!)

Friday, April 20, 2007

DBSK Micky YuCheon Hwaiting !!

It is heard that YuCheon oppa is getting back his asthma . That's very sad !!
It is saud to be the changes of weather in Japan . I pray that oppa will be getting well soon T^T
Get well soon , oppa !! Amen !

Accidents

Yup , it's accident that i'm talking about here .
Yesterday , 4 of SuJu (Super Juniors) and 2 managers involved in an accident .
The members is Leader Eeteuk , ShimDong , EunHyuk and KyuHun . The one with the minor injuries is Shimdong and the major is Kyuhun which isn't getting well for this moment .
Let's us all pray for their health and condition so they will get well soon !!

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

TVXQ 1st Anniversary Party (Malaysia)

I'll post about it later ^^

They changed me …

Yup , as I have mention up there , they have changed me . Who , you ask ? They are Dong Bang Shin Ki (DBSK) or Tohoshinki (THSK) , a very famous boyband in Korea and also in Japan . Now , also in Malaysia ^^
How they change me , you ask again ? Well , the very obvious one is actually I hate the color red . I hate it so much that I don’t have even one single red outfit in my closet …. except the class t-shirt which everybody insists on making it red . Because of them , I’ve joined their fanclub . Yeah , the third fanclub their company (S.M.Entertainment) established . Why third ? Because the first is Korea Cassiopeia , the second is Japan Bigeast and the third is us , Malaysia Cassiopeia(?) …
Okay , back to the topic . Because I have join their fanclub , I go to their fanclub anniversary party which is on 14th April 2007 (come to think of it , their concert in Malaysia also drop on 14th) and their dress code is red (which is very obvious) . So , because of DBSK , because I want to join the party , I go search high and low for a red shirt . And so , I’ve bought my very first red outfit just for DBSK .
Call me silly if you want , this is my life XP

Memories ~~

What memories I’m talking about here ? Let see ….

>> Stadium Bukit Jalil
>> Hotel Regent
>> First Class Business Inn
>> Sungai Wang
>> Lot 10
>> Izzi Restaurant

These are the place where I’ll be full of nostalgia whenever I past over these place . Why ? The first one is where DBSK opens their concert . The second one is where their company (S.M.Ent) hold an audition . The third one is the place I stay after DBSK 14th July 2006 Asia concert . The fourth and fifth is a shopping centre I’m wandering about while trying to figure out where is the six one (Izzi restaurant) situated . And so , these are my special memories ^^ *beams*

Saturday, March 03, 2007

~hmm



I 'm very boring ~
but then again , i suddenly want to declare my love for Yunho oppa here .

I love you , Yunho oppa !!







Tuesday, February 27, 2007

Ending it there .. starting anew

Then , I left CoE . But that isn’t the end of it . Although I left CoE , I decided to go back to work in CoE , but with different boss . How ? I work in retail shops that is situated inside the plaza of FiWorld . But my nightmare didn’t end with my last job . T^T
My new job doesn’t require me to tie bun nor to wear pantyhose . They only require me to wear their t-shirt and my own blue jean . So , why it is unbearable ? The reason is not that I can’t sit because when I’m a FOA , I also didn’t sit down . It is unbearable because it is too boring . Sometimes it is too boring and I’ll just stare blankly , spaced out . It’s really tired just to keep awake . See how boring is it ? So it is unbearable . But I’m still working there , now . Why ? Because I can’t stand resign again . What do you know , I get resignation phobia after resign out of being a FOA .
Apart of bored to death , there are also shortcoming in my accommodation .
What is it ?
The refrigerator have broken down . That means we can’t use it .
The television are normal but must spend time adjusting the antenna . I practically hated it because once I use thirty minutes adjusting the antenna but still cannot get any channel . Frustrated , I switch off the television and read my books instead.
My bed is only three mattress stacked together on the floor .
There are five people sharing the room and there are barely space to walk around .
The hot water in the bathroom are limited . Because we must wait 45 minutes for the heater to heat up the water and the next person to bath must wait 30 minutes before she can take a bath .
There are many moth flying , sticking and dead around the whole apartment . I hate to be the one accidentally step on it . Or finding one sticking to my towel .
The batch of people living there before is a totally dirty bunch and when they leave , they leave almost all their utensils there and nobody to use it , they started to collect dust and lately , many spiders come to live with us . Also coming along is roaches . Gross !
There are no telephone line in the apartment . There are only three spot which got it . The small area next my bed , the kitchen and the area near the door . Good grieve !
I think that’s all I find unbearable and I hope that’s all . So , apart from that …. I’m living …er..erm … just fine , I think .

Getting on…..

I don’t have to mention everything of my work because basically everything is the same so I fast forward everything to the day my life gets changes . It’s about a month already that I’ve been working as FOA . Then , my sister (she works in F&B part of CoE) and her friends are planning to eat together in the restaurant serving buffet , CT . It is their working place actually . They plans to eat there because two of her friends are leaving CoE , so they plans to eat at the place they work because they always want to eat the food they serve ^^;; .
Because her friends are leaving , my sister find her working place unbearable and decided to leave CoE too . Me , being the other twin are naturally obligated to follow her on her resignation . Actually , the other reason is because the FOM wants all FOA to wear cheongsam on CNY and I don’t have money to buy … I don’t want to waste my money to buy a bloody cheongsam just to wear it for five day consecutively and later can only wear it on Halloween . I’m only a temporary staff , for Goodness sake !

Starting up ….

The first day I’m going to report to work , I and a newbie friend are introduced the working place and how everybody works . Then I was to meet the FOM , front office manager . Our big boss . Me and the other girl enter his room and I greet the manager with a hello and a big smile to hide my nervousness . He seems normal enough . But I was wrong . Damm wrong . He is … is strict . (I can’t use the word I really want just in case somebody knows him and sees this) . He told us that being a FOA , we need to smile all the time and must say thank you and wishes the guest . Let me simplify the whole thing into dialogues .
He goes first :
“So , can you do it ? Can you smile and wishes the guest like Good morning , Mr. Lee , thank you Mr. Lee , please come again Mr. Lee , thank you for staying with us Mr. Lee?”
Then I say :
‘Okay , yes I can do it .’
“You can ? Have you ever thanks your mom ?”
Taken back , I was like ‘Huh ? Well , sometimes’
“Sometimes only ? Such a daughter , only wishes her mother sometimes . You didn’t say thank you mother for making this delicious food , thank you for cleaning my clothes , thank you for ironing my shirt ?”
‘Urm , …. No’
“No ? Such a disgrace . Your mother and father will be crying and fainting if you go home now and say thank you . How come you say you can say thank you to the customer when you didn’t say thank you to your parents ?”
Scared by his words and his tone , tears stating to welled up in my eyes . I was dumbstruck . I can’t speak anything . ‘Urm , sorry….sorry’, I croaked throatily .

And then he launch into some mood fling …. Okay , he suddenly become cheerful and say that he is happy to have me … us to work here and happy working . Me … we go out and the tears are threatening to spill out . I tilted my head and started fanning my eyes as if fanning will make them evaporate faster . I ask a tissue from the girl and start wiping my eyes . He was really scary … and so , from that day onwards , I hate ….ehem , dislike him . Then , the supervisor just give us a manual book on how to work the system and we were sitting there reading the manual like crazy for 7 hours . God ! I’ve never been so tired reading books . And this is how I spent the first day of my working day . Hell …

The beginning ....

13/12/06

After finishing my exam , I got a job at CoE Highuplands* . It is a famous holiday resort high up on the mountain . For students , it is a dreamland for working because it always hiring people and their pay is high . For example , working as waitress in your hometown café and in CoE* , the pay could different by half ! That’s why when everybody finishes their study , they go to CoE for a temporary job with high pay . But actually the high pay comes with a great price to pay …..
I got a job in Highupland* hotel ( they got five hotel ; Highupland* , CoE* , Resot* , ThemeP* and FiWorld* ) . My job is FOA , front office assistant . I’m to assist people check in their room for those who don’t know what I’m doing . I thought I’ll be doing fine because …. because …. Hey man , what is so hard helping people check in and out ? I was wrong . Dead wrong . Actually being an FOA isn’t easy but if you get a grip of it , it can be quite easy . But I didn’t and can’t . Let see , I have to put on pantyhose which is my first time and it is not comfortable at all . I hate it . And I have to tie my hair into a bun which is a very hard task because in super cold weather like CoE , my hair straightens up . I have a hard time twisting it into a bun and clipping excess falling-out-from-the-bun-hair . Moreover , I have to put on some makeup which I didn’t know how and don’t want to . Being an amateur with cosmetics , I simply put some foundation and some eye shadow ( seriously , why they invent so much colors ? I don’t know what color is suitable for me ) and lastly , which is necessary … the lipstick . Damm , I hate lipstick because it feels heavy on my lips and I don’t feel like talking at all . Okay , after finishing my appearance , I …… wait a minute . Did I mention that my costumes are an oversized red jacket with an oversized white t-shirt ? Nope , I don’t think so . Yes , my costume are such as that . Man , I looks like a child who is trying on her father’s working suit ! If the father’s suit is red in color , I mean .

* names are fake/changed to protect the reputation of the company

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