Friday, August 24, 2007

This is the day that marks my history forever

21/08/07

This is the day that marks my history forever .

My friend , Nene got her handbag snatched.
Right in front of me, I’m so scared.

It’s eight something in the morning and we are searching for some shops but everywhere is closed or not yet open . We are about to cross a road between shops when a motorcycle come from afar. We thought of giving way to the motorcycle because we don’t want to get knocked down. But then , the motorcycle stop in front of a shop not far from us. Realizing that the motorcycle are not going to cross , we walked across the road.
Nene walk behind me because she don’t want to rush when crossing road. Then , I heard her scream and she pointed at the motorcycle and say that her handbag have been snatched .
I got frantic and we chase after the motorcycle although it is futile attempt. The motorcycle disappear at full speed and Nene is left to mourn her loss. She cry so sadly that I cry along with her. Why it is an extremely sad thing? I’ll explain.

Nene comes from a family which the living quality is lower than average homes. Her mother works only as a kindergarten teacher. With that wage , her mother need to support Nene and her little brother and sister. She always save money and learn not to waste it. No discrimination here but Nene is the poorest among our friends but all of us still treats her the same because she is our friend and she is a cheerful person. When it’s time for us to work while waiting for examination result to come out , she works harder than anyone else and save money to buy an expensive cell phone. Nene , she is a person with unusual luck and a tremendous bad luck . She doesn’t score well in exam and she lost many things in her life. Money …………earrings (she also forget to take them with her after she paid it) and many more. But she always optimist.
This story is even sadder than the series of unfortunate event by Lemony Snicket.

After get snatched , Nene cry or rather , howls and mourns for the loss of her precious belongings. Inside is her precious cell phone , her wallet which contains her life money Rm67.++ , her pendrive , her contact lenses case, her mirror and ATM cards . Luckily for her, her identity card isn’t in the bag or she’ll have to make it again.
Knowing her condition and how much money means to her , I can’t stand but to cry along with her. She keep crying that she doesn’t have anything left. Her life’s ruined. She have no money and words like that. It’s a very saddening sight .
Whenever she cries , I’ll cry along. My sister ask the reason I cry along. I cry because she is so pitiful but I can’t do anything to help because I’m not a wealthy person myself. I really hated Satan. He’s the reason that the world started to filled up with robbery and kidnapping and all those evil stuff. My eyes hurt because I cry so many times.

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

T^T

14thAugust2007

I cried so much that my eyes hurt~ T^T

I’m sad……. *speechless*

13thAugust2007

I’m sad……. *speechless*

I’m so sad that I wanted to cry out loud. T^T
*tears brimming*
Today , I went to the study camp by the university that I’m going to study. But actually , it is not really an university because it’s main body is in KL and this institute I’m going to study is in Ipoh and the institute simply merged with some college for it’s place. It is quite small ….. try picturing a normal shop house + a more level. Haha~ , pathetic , right ? But actually , the thing that I’m so upset about is their accommodation . It is said to be located quite a distance away and it’ll be impossible to walk . The way is to ride the van provided at RM4 per trip. God ! Are you thinking that we are rich freaking people ?!
(Then again , who is the idiot who make the dorm so freaking far away from the institute ?!!)
Then , the other thing that brought tears to my eyes is they have curfew! Shit! I was like ‘What?! My mom wouldn’t insist curfew on me and this bl**dy g*dd**m school wants to control me?’ Their rules written that nobody is allowed outside their own dorm after 10.30 pm . (But seriously , if oppa ever comes to Malaysia , I’ll skip the school no matter what!)
One more ridiculous rules is they don’t allowed anybody to brought along VCD/DVD player. Because why? Because they view the machines as a tool to view indecency items. Then my friend chipped in, what about laptop ?
Yeah , what about them ? Seriously , I don’t think that they realize. Why people would use the DVD/VCD player if they got laptop ? Why people would use the players if they could view indecency online ? These stupid idiots !!
The worst part is the ratio of the spread of people is 49% +49% +2% = 100%
We , TY (the 2% one) hardly see anybody our type .

The school makes me miserable and I missed you , Yunho oppa ! T^T

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

Reality check!

Falling in love with Yunho is most probably the worst I’ve ever done to myself. It’s like a torture. He makes me love him so much that it hurts deeply inside me. Believe it or not , I get depression recently. The depression is actually ….. I mean it’s not Yunho that I have depression but he makes my depression got worse. I miss him , like all other fans do. Because of UfoTown , I can see that he loves his fans. It makes me think if he would reply me if I ever got a chance to send him a message . I started to look for ways to send the message. I try asking my Korean friend for help but she didn’t reply me back . This is the first time she missed the replying duration . I was thinking , did I just lost a friend because of Yunho ? I’m actually waiting for the time to come for me to continue my studies but all these days waiting for the time to come , I can only think of Yunho . It’s Yunho and nothing else. A sane person would most probably see my condition as a fanatic fan. Maybe they are right , I’m most probably insane now. Hahaha~ , I even join iple istyle even though I have not even the faintest idea about what they are talking about. I go online for 3 hours and the only thing I’m doing is downloading their clips , old and new. Recently , in my imeem , I catch the latest gossips saying that Jessica from So Nyeo Si Dae got date Yunho. I just brush it off because she is not Yunho’s type. But , being female , the name that once annoys my brain , I can’t ignore her anymore. Finding that she is from SNSD , I watch their mv to see their ability . Fortunately , I’m able to maintain a neutral mind and decided to give the mv and song a 7 out of 10 . I even took liking of Tiffany and the dancing queen…. But I’ve forgotten her name.
I love Yunho and it’s driving me crazy. God , please help me T^T


PS >> Did I mention that I’m writing a weekly email to Yunho ? I can’t be sure if the email is truly belong to Yunho but I just wanted to send him a wish and a hope. I’m going nuts~

Monday, July 30, 2007

Me~

Yunho again~





Oh God, he's cute !! XDXD!! And look at his shirt *grins*
It's Yunho at SM Summer Concert07!

Credit : U-know syndrome

Lucky!!




I win ~!

A pic



Isn't she cute ~ ?

My thoughts about them~

My thoughts about them~

Yunho says in his Gyao interview that his charming point is his small face. Actually he is wrong, he don’t know about it but we, Cassiopeia knows. His charming point is actually his smile. He smiles whenever he is dancing. He also smiles to indicate his respect. The best of all, he always smile no matter what happens. That’s our DBSK Leader, Yunho !
By the way, the other charming point is his leadership. We all love you , 사랑합니다!

JaeJoong says his charming point is his voice. PING PONG!! That’s right, but our JaeJoong here got more than one charming point. His eyes ! Ask any JaeJoong’s fans and they will tell you it’s his eyes that attracts them at the first place. Kepp up the good work and show us more of you yo , JaeJoong ! ^^

Changmin says his charming point is his eyes. Actually he’s wrong. While some of his fans agrees with Changmin , overall Changmin’s charming point is his personalities. The way his seriousness mix with his humour is the real charming point of Changmin . Don’t understand ? Ask his fans ! Hwaiting ~!

Yucheon says his charming point is …. Ah ha ha , he never get to say it because the members keep saying it’s his forehead. XD!! Well, I think his charming point is his playboy-like look and voice. You can see how many people faints at the sound of his soft whisper. And he always have that sexy look while taking pictures. Sexy~

Junsu says his charming point is his charisma ? Ha ha , don’t think so. His actual charming point is his naïve personality. It’s hard to explain this one but you’ll see it if you watch some of their clips. Happy watching~

i've cried

26thJuly2007

I’ve cried …….

Because my computer , which I call it ‘동생’ (it means little sibling in Korean) have experience a relapsed condition of getting attacked by virus . A vicious one named ‘rundll’ or something like that. Fortunately, at the end , 동생 manage to work normally so I’m relieved.
I’m really sad because the first time it got sick , it’s the fault of my pendrive . It’s my pendrive who bring the virus so it’s my fault. The people who come to see동생 says he’s gotten sick with the most extraordinary weird condition. Then , he went for a brain-washing session for동생. The session proofed effective as동생 are working normally.
Everything is well until I connected동생 with my phone to insert some picture files into it. Then, it hit me that my precious phone got attacked by the old virus. Frantically, I try to erase the damm virus but end up messing things in동생. That’s why I cry.
I can’t afford to make동생 sick again.
I just can’t …..T____________________T

Before동생, I got another computer (windows 98) which have served me for a very long duration. He started his service at year 2000 and broken last year, 2006. I call it , 오빠 which means big brother in Korean. 오빠 is our greatest memory because he have served me very long. My school projects, my letters, checking mails , playing games, listening to music, making avatars and signatures , these are some errands that오빠 had helped me with it. Then, he started to slow down and getting sick. Various virus plagued him and it’s my fault because오빠 is my first computer so I never know how to take care of him. As a result of that, he couldn’t take it and I have to call for people to look at him. The people who came says they need to take 오빠 away . Then, I’m worried that 오빠 will lose his memories with me so I requested to make a folder to store everything that is important. That person says it is not necessary as they will help me do that and all I have to do is to write down the things I need to store.
Days come and go, at last 오빠 comes back . But he isn’t the 오빠 I have known.
오빠 come back without any memories at all. Except for some minor files, the person who had taken 오빠 away have brain-washed 오빠. He isn’t the one I know anymore and we (me and my sisters) are so sad that we cry in front of the bad peoples who fix 오빠. They looked very guilty but they can’t do anything because what have done are done. You know why are we so taken back by the fact 오빠 had been brain-washed ? Because 오빠 stores 5 years of his memories with us and everything is gone in a few days. He is not the one who are with us anymore and no matter what we do , 오빠 can’t return to his old self . We started avoiding 오빠 and a few month later, he dies. We are sad that 오빠 can’t be with us anymore and later, we got 동생. And we promise to keep him healthy so he would not follow the path of his brother.

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

following below ~

credits goes to >>loNeLY:_-wINtER""> > from imeem.com

Negative emotion angle >> I hate that girl . after all the good things Yunho say to save her. Oh , g**dd**m bl**dyh*ll !! I want to kill her if i ever get my hands on her.

Positive emotion angle >> Maybe it's something other people make up just to comfirm that girl is dead. But actually i don't care if somebody frame her because i hate her for causing harm to Yunho's body and mind .

Truth or not ?

“Two years ago, I set up a “anti-DBSK” fan club, now everyone know that I am the one who did the “Cyanoacrylate drink incident” to yunho because I hate him.

Do you all remember in year 2000, the member of G.O.D Yoon Kye Sang’s mother drank a drink that is mix with washing detergent from their fans and vomit, in the end she need to be hospitalised. That incident was also done by us. We all have a common name called, anti-fans. We are the people that will does something wickedly on stars.

I, have been wanting to punish yunho for a long time but there isn’t any chance for me to do that. On 14 October, 10pm, I past by KBS branch in Seoul and saw a lot of fans, gathered around there. After entering from the main door, and found out that DBSK is filming . After watching for 20 mins, I am so angry that I went to a nearby convienient store and bought an orange juice and super glue, mix them all up and gave it to yunho with a note.

Haha, this guy thought that I am one of the cassiopeia (which is the fans of DBSK), drank it without thinking. I think everyone want to know what I have written in the note, now I will tell you.

--
to jung yunho:
you better be careful of what you are saying! You are always so pround since you debut, you song let people feel like vomiting, your dance also have so many mistakes, compare to other singer you are the worse of all, so what is so great about you? do yo uknow what is your limt? Let me tell you, only kids like DBSK, when you all are shown in a channel, you all know how many people want to change the channel? The viewing ratio is so low!, haha, what kind of popular singer you are? Always the stars for the kids. Really feeling like killing you all. Hehe

I know that the police uncle will investigate that I am the one who did all this, on 15th 2.30pm, I surrendered. I could not believe that yunho still defending me, hope that I would not be charged.

I will not thank him. Because I hate him.
Heard that there are also anti-fans in china now, recently they make a mourning hall for cyndi wang (a taiwanise singer) online, this was a good idea.
Anti-fans around the world unite and together harming the stars.
From a korean anti-fans

I am also an anti-fans. I will not say my name. We always do things secretly. Two days ago, there was a reporter from a newspaper want to interview me.Since the day that yunho was hurt, the entertainment reporters of the whole world was looking for us, cassiopeia around the world wanted to kill us even, hehe, and we even became the hottest topic of the entertainment.
I think everybody may know that, the next target that anti-fans will harm will be super junior, kim hee chul and the only chinese member Han kyung. It can also be other artist as well. Everyone also saw in anti-café that mayne people also hate jay chou and lee jun ki.”
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[chinese version]

"转自韩娱家园

N本专题采写 吴开兴

我姓高,我曾在Y大学电脑系念过一年书,现在休学了,我想考首尔的大学,所以在首尔复读。两年前,我成了“反东方神起社区”的会员。现在大家都知道了,东方神起队长允浩喝的“胶水饮料”就是我干的,我讨厌他。
不知大家是否还记得,2000年,G.O.D的成员尹启相的母亲喝了粉丝送的装有洗洁剂的饮料,出现严重呕吐,最后只好去洗胃。那件事也是我们这类人干的。我们拥有一个共同的名字叫anti-fans,我们这种人,专门恶搞那些让人讨厌的明星。

想教训允浩已经很久了,一直没有机会。10月14日晚10时,我经过首尔汝矣岛KBS分馆时,看到一大群歌迷围在那里,就通过大厅后方的出入口进入,发现
“东方神起”正在录制综艺节目《六女杰》。看了20多分钟,越看越来气,就到附近的便利店买了橙汁和胶水,然后将两者混在一起,连同纸条一起交给了允浩。
呵呵,这家伙以为我是他的仙后(就是东方神起的粉丝啦),居然想都没想就喝了。
大家可能对我写的纸条内容感到好奇吧,现在告诉你好了。

--
----致郑允浩:你说话小心点!!一出道你就很傲慢。你的歌真令人作呕,舞跳得也是漏洞百出,比别的歌手差劲多了,你还有什么可神气的?!你们知道你们
的局限吗?告诉你们,只有小孩才喜欢你们!狗屁神起一出来就换频道的人有多少你知道吗?收视率也够瞧的呢,嘿嘿。什么大众歌手,永远是孩子们的歌手。真的
想杀了你。嘿嘿。
我知道警察叔叔早晚会查到是我干的,15日下午2点30分,我自首了。没想到允浩还为我说情,拜托宽大处理我。
我是不会感谢他的,因为我讨厌他。
听说中国也有anti-fans了,前阵子给王心凌在网上设了个灵堂,这主意不错。
全世界anti-fans联合起来,恶搞那些讨人厌的明星。
———一个韩国anti-fans的自白
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anti-fan娱乐圈拉登

也是一个anti-fan,名字就不要说了吧,我们是从事地下活动的。前两天,第一时间上传允浩受伤视频的XX的管理员和东方神起max昌岷吧吧主告诉
我,海峡都市报的记者想采访我,自从东方神起的允浩被恶搞后,全世界的娱记们都在找我们呢,仙后们更是满世界追杀我们,呵呵,我们都成了娱乐圈的本·拉登
了。
大家可能也知道了,anti-fans下一个攻击对象可能是sunper junior组合成员金希澈以及该组合中唯一的中国成员韩庚。也可能是别的明星,大家在anti cafe里可能都看到了,周杰伦和李俊基也有很多人讨厌他们的。 "

Monday, July 23, 2007

I'm .....

I love Yunho. i love him so much that my heart ache from it. It may sound cheesy but that's how i feel now.
But nevertheless i always wish him well and i hope that he will have nice days everyday.
Recently , i think he had gotten thinner. I'm very worried because of that. Still, he is very handsome ^^
I love you , oppa !

My wish

I always thought what if I’m given a chance to watch DBSK perform 5 songs live in front of me , what song I would like to pick .
But I have some selection in my mind …. :
[x] Rising Sun
[x] Choosey Lover
[x] Proud
Well , the ones up here is definitely what I must hear. The other two is very hard to choose because I got many favorite songs ^^;;
{#} Mideoyo/Miduhyo (I believe)
{#} My little princess
{#} Tonight
{#} Jigeum cheorom (Like now)
{#} Hi ya ya
{#} Eternal
{#} Promise
{#} Summer Dream
{#} Begin
{#} Santa Claus is coming to town
{#} Hey!Girl

Ah ha ha ha ha ~ , guess I can’t pick two. I just want to say :
동방신기, 화이팅!! 사랑합니다!!
がんばてね、とほしんき!!すきだ!!
Dong Bang Shin Ki , fighting !! I love you guys ~!

Thursday, July 19, 2007

Stressed out, 190707

Yeah , today I feel very stressful. Mom is going to other state to do some important stuff. She is only going for one day only but then, the problem is I have to take care of my brother and sister. It’s never fun to be the eldest. I always have to give way to the younger one.
I am the type that can decides when I want to eat and when I don’t want it. I don’t like to be burdened by the thought that I needed to make food to eat. Because sometimes I can just ……….. not eat . And now, mom have given me the task. That’s to prepare food for my little brother. He’s only six. Meaning he must have rice every meal and he won’t eat it without soup. That means another food-making task.
One more thing that’s bothers me is mom needs to go to the bus station to get the bus but it’s quite far away. She can’t take the car because I’m afraid to drive our car since I have scarred it’s left eye in an attempt to park it. She can’t take the motorcycle either because I don’t have the license and I never bother to learn how to drive it.
The thought or guilt of inability to help my mom makes me cry. I’ve cry when she left the house. It’s raining and she have to ask the neighbors if they can drive her to the bus station. I’m so helpless….
Still , I don’t want to drive the car. I can’t…..

Monday, July 16, 2007

DBSK Malaysia Concert 1st Anniversary





I'm writing these at 14th July. As i writes on, one year have past for DBSK's ASia Tour Rising Sun'.
Today is the anniversary for the concert! The one who makes it to our history , the one who is the
first korean to have concert in our country ... and because they have come, our radio channel 988.fm
which have a program called 'Simon-san no rakuen' starts to introduce korean songs.
Ah ha ha, i just want to say that i love DBSK !!

Thursday, June 21, 2007

My confession~

My twin sister got a place in an university . She'll be leaving at the end of this month .

Me , on the other hand , got no offer but i have my backup plan and that's working until
next year for private university . I didn't got any particular job in my mind until one of my
friend mentioning about working on cruise ships . The pay is good and i'm needing to money to
support myself when i'm going to study in private university .
People support and rejects the idea . But i stand firm on my desicion .
I stand up alone , trying my best to get a nice job . I'm not stupid , i know it is dangerous to
go for a job like that but all i need is support , not critics .

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

My piece of art




I love him T^T

My life these days [3]

Now , it’s time for the major part . They STOLE my stuff !! It’s nothing expensive but it’s new , still inside it’s packaging . The thing they’ve stole is my razor . It’s really minor stuff but when I found out that my razor had gone missing , I search high and low for it because I afraid that I have take it to somewhere else . But , after a futile search , I feels tired and my eyes stings . I went to the bathroom and cry my heart out . I really feels sad and everything inside me simply pours out . Before I can even reach out for a tissue , a big droplet of tear runs down . Other people may think that I’m crazy to cry sadly over small thing (a razor) , but it’s only a partial reason why I cry .
I cry because I’m feed up with the BOB . I cry because they gang up to bully me (Plastic have long left to continue her studies) . I cry because they stole my things . I cry because the razor is still new as I haven’t use it yet . I cry because I couldn’t punish them , because I don’t have proof and evidence . So , I cried .
It’s either me or I heard B talking to E >> ‘So pity , she’s crying’
When I finally got out from bathroom , they have left for the disco again . I went to bed and cry myself to sleep . The next day , I’m still down over the incident . Then , it’s my afternoon break , I went strolling the plaza and come upon a video shop . They are featuring some songs from their newest selling album . It’s DBSK [Five in The Black] and the very moment I enter the shop , it’s Begin on air . The best part is it’s Yunho’s turn to sing . After the afternoon break , I suddenly think of an idea . I want REVENGE . The slogan for this revenge is [I planning a revenge , don’t stop me , for you’ve make me cry , I want you PAY !] What is my revenge ? Me myself also don’t know , I was thinking the payment should be ten times my loss . So , I make my aim towards B’s brassiere (E have been transferred to other apartment , YAY!!)
The next night , it’s either my luck or hers , B have also transferred to other apartment . Her luck , I can’t have my revenge on her . She can keep her brassiere . My luck , I won’t have to face her again ! I’m free from her clutches ……… XDXDXD!!!! Imagine my happiness , I straight away grab a large plastic bag and throw off everything that is not mine as it’s only me staying in the room . I throw off things I think belongs to her like a black panty soaking for days ago , a metal ring , and tore off a cert . Cruel but it’s even cruel of them to torture me . And that’s it , I’m now have a new roommate .

My life these days [2]

Okay , to explain why I hated BOB so much . Ah , before that I need to classify the BOB to their respective initial . One is E and the other one is B .

We’ll start with some minor first :
>> B is a very rude girl . She give you the face and tone whenever she speaks to the person she hate .
>> B and E are dirty people . Why ? They didn’t bring much luggage and the most important thing (bedspread) , they also didn’t bring it . By bringing so little luggage , I think they miss all daily necessities like shampoo , body soap , comb , toothpaste , towel and etc . The day they start to live with me , the toilet started to give out strange odor , we can’t classify it stinks , it is kind of bitter smell that would make you vomit .
>> I’m suspecting B and E are using my stuff like toothpaste because I have a habit of pinching the bottom so nothing is left at the bottom . But one day , when I brush my teeth , I feel that as if someone have pinched the middle when using it because some have go to the bottom .
>> They like to go to disco nearby but didn’t have the house key . So when they come back , they keep pressing the bell . It is 3.30 in the morning , for Goodness Sake !! The next day , they went to disco again without the key again . And they press the bell again !!
>> They like to sleep with only brassiere on and a jeans . Moreover , they sleep hugging each other . Gawk ~!
>> They didn’t care you are sleeping , they only care for themselves . So , they laugh shrilly as shrill as they want , they chats loudly as they can and …. erm , I forgot .
>> They took pictures of each other with only brassiere on and they even chatting normally like that .
>> They use my shampoo and soap . How can I know ? As if they do it on purpose , my stuff are lying around the bathroom . My bodywash even stand next to a ‘baldi’ (I’ve forgotten the word in English ^^;;) which is filled with water and soap .


As I’m a peace-loving type , I choose to write notices rather than confront them . Okay , I’m timid . The notice I write are like this :
Okay , it’s time we set some rules here . First , please , please ask other people’s permission before using the stuff . It’s very impolite , didn’t your mother teach you that ? (Please don’t touch my stuff ! If you touch my stuff , I’ll kill you!) Second , please keep the bathroom clean !

But later , I found out that the notice is nothing useful so I tore it off .

My life these days [1]

3th of June 2007 , I’m writing this entry .
How should I start ? I want to write my life since my rotten room mate move in to live custom in our store for the person to start working first and then when off work , the other staff will bring the newbie to their respective apartment . That day , I work morning shift so I didn’t escort the BOB a.k.a Bitches Or Bisexuals (the name I call them) to our apartment . At working place earlier , they seems so nice or normal . But actually they don’t ! And that day , I sleep in my sister’s room because I was watching movie with her . The next day , I went back to my room to change clothes and notice the BOB are sleeping in the room (my room are to accommodate 5 person) . I didn’t think anything would happen and I’m doing a full shift so I got change and go to work . When I come back from working , I straight away go to sleep because so tired . The next day , I notice some of my food had disappear . What is it ? My Chipsmore in a container are left only one inside (although I can’t remember how many is it last time but it is definitely not ONE !) and my ‘kacang tumbuk’ have disappear one . This is the first time my food got eaten by other people since I first got here . I was furious because food is very important to me (I love food!!) . Other people suggest maybe the cleaner have eaten it because yesterday is housekeeping day . But other also say maybe the BOB have eaten it . I’m so confused but I have my suspicions on them . But what happen the next day is more shocking ! There are sanitary pads which have been used (which means it have blood in it XP!!) at the window side and on the basin . I was disgusted and Plastic (I call her that ^^;;) says she have seen empty sanitary pads lying around too . Also she have seen droplets of red substances on the bathroom floor . Woah , major disgusting !! We suspected the BOB because the room only house four of us , the BOB , me and Plastic . Since me didn’t do that , and Plastic denies it , we’re about 90% sure it was the BOB who did it . I decided to complain to our supervisor about it . But ‘we’ have changed to ‘me’ because I work morning shift while Plastic’s noon shift .
I complain it to my favorite supervisor , Tommy because he is nice to me ^^
After I told him the whole story , he was disgusted . He promise to look into it . But , actually he told our store manager and she call upon the BOB to ask about it . They , of course , denies it . The store manager told me about the result of her investigation (the fact that the BOB denies my charge) and suggest a bad idea . She suggest how about everybody let her touch our butt to feel if there are sanitary pad . Oh My God !! That will be so embarrassing so I strongly against it . There goes my chance to get rid of the BOB but still I against the idea . Since that moment , I’m enemies with the BOB . We never talk to each other again .

Saturday, June 02, 2007

A quiz ... ooh~

1. . Write the name of a person of the opposite
gender.

2. Which is your favorite color out of red,
black, blue, green, yellow?

3. Your first initial?

4. Your month of birth?

5. Which color do you like more, black or
white?

6. Name of a person of the same gender as yours.

7. Your favorite number?

8. Do you like California or Florida more?

9. Do you like the lake or the ocean more?

10. Write down a wish. (A realistic one).

WHEN YOU'RE DONE, SCROLL DOWN
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THE ANSWERS

1. You are completely in love with this person.

2. If you choose:
Red - You are alert and your life is full of love.
Black - You are conservative and aggressive.
Green - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back.
Blue - You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love.
Yellow- you are a very happy person and give
good advice to those who are down.

3. If your initial is:
A-K You have a lot of love and friendships in your life.
L-R You try to enjoy your life to the maximum and your love life issoon to blossom.
S-Z You like to help others and your future love
life looks very good.

4. If you were born in:
Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you fall in love with someone totally unexpected.
April-June: You will have a strong love relationship that will not last long but the memories will last forever.
July-Sep: You will have a great year and will experience a major life changing experience for the good.
Oct-Dec: Your love life will not be too great, but eventually you will find your soul mate.

5. If you chose...
Black: Your life will take on a different direction, it will seem hard at the time but will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.
White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.

6. This person is your best friend.

7. This is how many close friends you have in your lifetime.

8. If you chose:
California: You like adventure.
Florida: You are a laid back person.

9. If you chose:
Lake: You are loyal to your friends and to your love. And you arevery reserved.
Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to please people.

10. This wish will come true only if you RE-POST THIS BULLETIN in a different board within one hour., and it will come true before your next birthday....^___________^

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

*sigh*

He is supposed to come in today at one o'clock . I waited and waited and finally give up on him at one thirty . I suppose he won't come in today after all . -_-
And then , it's coming to two o'clock and i'm waiting to go out for my break time and then , there he is .. looking tired and worn out . He just pass by and say 'ladies and gentlemen..' ^^';; what a weird thing to say but he appeared when i wasn't expecting him so seeing him just makes my heart beats faster . I always hated his effect on me and so effective too .

-to be continued-

Thursday, April 26, 2007

My friend's last day


Yup , as the title suggested , it's my friend's last day working today . So , as a memory we snap pictures together and i give a bar of chocolate as a farewell present . Because i love chocolate so much XDXD!! The left one will be me and the right is mei ling .

Monday, April 23, 2007

TVXQ fanclub 1st Anniversary party 3

Then [Balloon] is being played and we are to go to the centre to jump around and pass a big balloon around .
Later .... blahblahblah , we get to have our lunch which is spagetti ^^ Yum !
After eating , Jerry performs [Magic Castle] and [My little princess] , very nice indeed but as he had said ,
it's quite difficult to sing the songs for one couldn't sing for five .
A side comment to add , it's really comforting to see many people adores DBSK and know their songs and sing
along . It makes me feels belonged . Another side comment to add , i must say , Yuri is very beautiful !!
No boot-liking here , i just want to say out what's true . She is very beautiful and fluent in English too .



TVXQ fanclub 1st Anniversary party 2

And we get to have door gift which contains :
A leaflet from DBSK concert last year
A 'Mei' stick (mine is Yunho oppa XDXD!!)
A mag (but it is outdated ^^;;)
A set of DBSK [O] Jeong Ban Hap postcards
and a leaflet to promote membership for DBSK and Super Juniors (SuJu)
.... i think that's it if i remember it clearly

Because the Vip haven't arrive yet , so Jzune say we should play some games .
She just ask who is your fav Dong Bang and why and many people join in .
It seems that YuCheon got a few fans there while Yunho's fans [that's me] and JaeJoong's fans dominated
the party . YuCheon used to boast that his fans is the most in Cassiopeia ^^;;
Then , finally the Vip came and we starts the party with Felicia and her co-emcee Eeza .
We get to watch DBSK's message for 988 and myfm . There some funny part too !





TVXQ fanclub 1st Anniversary party 1

It's so fun this day ! Firstly , when i thought that i'll be late with my sister , we saw the restaurant which is supposed to be the venue of the party . Thank God !!But there we stood , in front of the restaurant not knowing where to go or do . Then , the doorman point inside the restaurant and mention something like 'inside......third floor' .We then enter and again we stood there not knowing where to go . Then , the waitress insidecome to us and suddenly point to a lift and ask us to go there . We are puzzled that everybody know who are we and where are we going ... then we realise thatwe are wearing red . Maybe that's why people recognise us , we are the Cassiopeia that have bookedtheir hall upstair . We quickly went up the lift and are amazed at the scene opened upon us . Sea of red ^^ ...urm maybe not sea but it definitely quite a sight to see many people wearing red . Some is wearing kingdom's shirt [members from kpopkingdom(www.kpopkingdom.com)] and some are wearingTVXQ's fanclub shirt (which i also have now ^_^) . Some even wear the t-shirt from LG event t-shirt (actually i don't know what it is but never mind , i think you can catch it) .
We find a place to sit , then started to know people around me . I get to know a girl sitting at my left . Her name is Ginny (or so i think it is spelled this way ^^;;) and she like JaeJoong . Sitting next to my sister is a girl named Hani (again , i think it is spelled that way) and she is actually accompanying her sisterto this party so when we ask her about her favourite Dong Bang , she didn't tell us . And later she reveal thatshe likes Micky YuCheon . Her sister like Yunho (I like him too , oppa sarang hammida!!)

Friday, April 20, 2007

DBSK Micky YuCheon Hwaiting !!

It is heard that YuCheon oppa is getting back his asthma . That's very sad !!
It is saud to be the changes of weather in Japan . I pray that oppa will be getting well soon T^T
Get well soon , oppa !! Amen !

Accidents

Yup , it's accident that i'm talking about here .
Yesterday , 4 of SuJu (Super Juniors) and 2 managers involved in an accident .
The members is Leader Eeteuk , ShimDong , EunHyuk and KyuHun . The one with the minor injuries is Shimdong and the major is Kyuhun which isn't getting well for this moment .
Let's us all pray for their health and condition so they will get well soon !!

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

TVXQ 1st Anniversary Party (Malaysia)

I'll post about it later ^^

They changed me …

Yup , as I have mention up there , they have changed me . Who , you ask ? They are Dong Bang Shin Ki (DBSK) or Tohoshinki (THSK) , a very famous boyband in Korea and also in Japan . Now , also in Malaysia ^^
How they change me , you ask again ? Well , the very obvious one is actually I hate the color red . I hate it so much that I don’t have even one single red outfit in my closet …. except the class t-shirt which everybody insists on making it red . Because of them , I’ve joined their fanclub . Yeah , the third fanclub their company (S.M.Entertainment) established . Why third ? Because the first is Korea Cassiopeia , the second is Japan Bigeast and the third is us , Malaysia Cassiopeia(?) …
Okay , back to the topic . Because I have join their fanclub , I go to their fanclub anniversary party which is on 14th April 2007 (come to think of it , their concert in Malaysia also drop on 14th) and their dress code is red (which is very obvious) . So , because of DBSK , because I want to join the party , I go search high and low for a red shirt . And so , I’ve bought my very first red outfit just for DBSK .
Call me silly if you want , this is my life XP

Memories ~~

What memories I’m talking about here ? Let see ….

>> Stadium Bukit Jalil
>> Hotel Regent
>> First Class Business Inn
>> Sungai Wang
>> Lot 10
>> Izzi Restaurant

These are the place where I’ll be full of nostalgia whenever I past over these place . Why ? The first one is where DBSK opens their concert . The second one is where their company (S.M.Ent) hold an audition . The third one is the place I stay after DBSK 14th July 2006 Asia concert . The fourth and fifth is a shopping centre I’m wandering about while trying to figure out where is the six one (Izzi restaurant) situated . And so , these are my special memories ^^ *beams*

Saturday, March 03, 2007

~hmm



I 'm very boring ~
but then again , i suddenly want to declare my love for Yunho oppa here .

I love you , Yunho oppa !!







Tuesday, February 27, 2007

Ending it there .. starting anew

Then , I left CoE . But that isn’t the end of it . Although I left CoE , I decided to go back to work in CoE , but with different boss . How ? I work in retail shops that is situated inside the plaza of FiWorld . But my nightmare didn’t end with my last job . T^T
My new job doesn’t require me to tie bun nor to wear pantyhose . They only require me to wear their t-shirt and my own blue jean . So , why it is unbearable ? The reason is not that I can’t sit because when I’m a FOA , I also didn’t sit down . It is unbearable because it is too boring . Sometimes it is too boring and I’ll just stare blankly , spaced out . It’s really tired just to keep awake . See how boring is it ? So it is unbearable . But I’m still working there , now . Why ? Because I can’t stand resign again . What do you know , I get resignation phobia after resign out of being a FOA .
Apart of bored to death , there are also shortcoming in my accommodation .
What is it ?
The refrigerator have broken down . That means we can’t use it .
The television are normal but must spend time adjusting the antenna . I practically hated it because once I use thirty minutes adjusting the antenna but still cannot get any channel . Frustrated , I switch off the television and read my books instead.
My bed is only three mattress stacked together on the floor .
There are five people sharing the room and there are barely space to walk around .
The hot water in the bathroom are limited . Because we must wait 45 minutes for the heater to heat up the water and the next person to bath must wait 30 minutes before she can take a bath .
There are many moth flying , sticking and dead around the whole apartment . I hate to be the one accidentally step on it . Or finding one sticking to my towel .
The batch of people living there before is a totally dirty bunch and when they leave , they leave almost all their utensils there and nobody to use it , they started to collect dust and lately , many spiders come to live with us . Also coming along is roaches . Gross !
There are no telephone line in the apartment . There are only three spot which got it . The small area next my bed , the kitchen and the area near the door . Good grieve !
I think that’s all I find unbearable and I hope that’s all . So , apart from that …. I’m living …er..erm … just fine , I think .

Getting on…..

I don’t have to mention everything of my work because basically everything is the same so I fast forward everything to the day my life gets changes . It’s about a month already that I’ve been working as FOA . Then , my sister (she works in F&B part of CoE) and her friends are planning to eat together in the restaurant serving buffet , CT . It is their working place actually . They plans to eat there because two of her friends are leaving CoE , so they plans to eat at the place they work because they always want to eat the food they serve ^^;; .
Because her friends are leaving , my sister find her working place unbearable and decided to leave CoE too . Me , being the other twin are naturally obligated to follow her on her resignation . Actually , the other reason is because the FOM wants all FOA to wear cheongsam on CNY and I don’t have money to buy … I don’t want to waste my money to buy a bloody cheongsam just to wear it for five day consecutively and later can only wear it on Halloween . I’m only a temporary staff , for Goodness sake !

Starting up ….

The first day I’m going to report to work , I and a newbie friend are introduced the working place and how everybody works . Then I was to meet the FOM , front office manager . Our big boss . Me and the other girl enter his room and I greet the manager with a hello and a big smile to hide my nervousness . He seems normal enough . But I was wrong . Damm wrong . He is … is strict . (I can’t use the word I really want just in case somebody knows him and sees this) . He told us that being a FOA , we need to smile all the time and must say thank you and wishes the guest . Let me simplify the whole thing into dialogues .
He goes first :
“So , can you do it ? Can you smile and wishes the guest like Good morning , Mr. Lee , thank you Mr. Lee , please come again Mr. Lee , thank you for staying with us Mr. Lee?”
Then I say :
‘Okay , yes I can do it .’
“You can ? Have you ever thanks your mom ?”
Taken back , I was like ‘Huh ? Well , sometimes’
“Sometimes only ? Such a daughter , only wishes her mother sometimes . You didn’t say thank you mother for making this delicious food , thank you for cleaning my clothes , thank you for ironing my shirt ?”
‘Urm , …. No’
“No ? Such a disgrace . Your mother and father will be crying and fainting if you go home now and say thank you . How come you say you can say thank you to the customer when you didn’t say thank you to your parents ?”
Scared by his words and his tone , tears stating to welled up in my eyes . I was dumbstruck . I can’t speak anything . ‘Urm , sorry….sorry’, I croaked throatily .

And then he launch into some mood fling …. Okay , he suddenly become cheerful and say that he is happy to have me … us to work here and happy working . Me … we go out and the tears are threatening to spill out . I tilted my head and started fanning my eyes as if fanning will make them evaporate faster . I ask a tissue from the girl and start wiping my eyes . He was really scary … and so , from that day onwards , I hate ….ehem , dislike him . Then , the supervisor just give us a manual book on how to work the system and we were sitting there reading the manual like crazy for 7 hours . God ! I’ve never been so tired reading books . And this is how I spent the first day of my working day . Hell …

The beginning ....

13/12/06

After finishing my exam , I got a job at CoE Highuplands* . It is a famous holiday resort high up on the mountain . For students , it is a dreamland for working because it always hiring people and their pay is high . For example , working as waitress in your hometown café and in CoE* , the pay could different by half ! That’s why when everybody finishes their study , they go to CoE for a temporary job with high pay . But actually the high pay comes with a great price to pay …..
I got a job in Highupland* hotel ( they got five hotel ; Highupland* , CoE* , Resot* , ThemeP* and FiWorld* ) . My job is FOA , front office assistant . I’m to assist people check in their room for those who don’t know what I’m doing . I thought I’ll be doing fine because …. because …. Hey man , what is so hard helping people check in and out ? I was wrong . Dead wrong . Actually being an FOA isn’t easy but if you get a grip of it , it can be quite easy . But I didn’t and can’t . Let see , I have to put on pantyhose which is my first time and it is not comfortable at all . I hate it . And I have to tie my hair into a bun which is a very hard task because in super cold weather like CoE , my hair straightens up . I have a hard time twisting it into a bun and clipping excess falling-out-from-the-bun-hair . Moreover , I have to put on some makeup which I didn’t know how and don’t want to . Being an amateur with cosmetics , I simply put some foundation and some eye shadow ( seriously , why they invent so much colors ? I don’t know what color is suitable for me ) and lastly , which is necessary … the lipstick . Damm , I hate lipstick because it feels heavy on my lips and I don’t feel like talking at all . Okay , after finishing my appearance , I …… wait a minute . Did I mention that my costumes are an oversized red jacket with an oversized white t-shirt ? Nope , I don’t think so . Yes , my costume are such as that . Man , I looks like a child who is trying on her father’s working suit ! If the father’s suit is red in color , I mean .

* names are fake/changed to protect the reputation of the company

Finally .....

26/02/07

I finally home . *suddenly had a impulse to tear up* I’ve been going to work since I’ve finished my examination and everything seems to be very new and alien to me . Okay , I’ll start everything from the beginning .

Saturday, November 25, 2006

I'm getting crazy ~

*frustrated* Ahhhh !!!!!
I’m going crazy very soon !!! Why ?
I tell you why . Because MKMF is going on now and all I can do now is wait for other people who can watch it live to tell me the results of the award ceremony . Or better still waiting for some people to upload the ceremony online .
*sigh* I wonder what is happening over there in the ceremony ? Has it started yet ? Have they arrive yet ? Will they perform ? Will they win anything ? No matter they win or lose , I’m proud that I’ve voted them .
Hwaiting !!!
Dong Bang Shin Ki !!!
동방신기 !!!
とほしんき!!
当方神起 !!

Monday, November 20, 2006

Work of my lil sis ^^

This is my little sister first photoshop work ! ^^
I reckon it is nice for a newbie of photoshop ^^
If taken , please credit mokona@TheCuppaSociety
Thanks !

[PROJECT] I Give A Piece of Sky To You ; A Sky A Day

Life is boring , isn't it ?

First Day of STPM [DONE] XDXD!!

Yup , today is the first day of my important exam STPM . And our first subject is Pengajian Am (P.A) . It is about the laws and regulation of our country Malaysia and the structures of our government plus everything important that goes around Malaysia . Today the paper we are battling is paper 1 (objective) . The question are divided into two parts . The 2nd part is to calculate stocks , salaries and all sorts of those things . Sometimes the questions give funny questions . there is one in my paper today .

X is seven times older than Y now.
In after 20 years , the age of Y is half of X

From the above table , what is the total age of X and Y in after 20 years ?
A . 60 years
B . 63 years
C . 72 years
D . 75 years

Well , that’s the question ^-^. As soon as I see the question , I start making them into algebras and ended up with Y is 8 years old . If Y is 8 , then X is 56 . After 20 years , Y supposed to be 28 and X is 76 . That does not make sense at all so I was frustrated . Then I decided to break everything down and use logics . Then , I was able to find the answer ^^ . (Hey , I’m sorry if you can get the answer easily , I’m a math-idiot XP)

Sunday, November 19, 2006

~Vote for DBSK !!




For God sake , what is happening here ?
Yesterday i was voting and Shinhwa's vote shoot up to 1400+ vote within 2 minutes !!
DBSK is losing to their seniors T^T

Friday, November 17, 2006

[PROJECT] I Give A Piece of Sky To You ; A Sky A Day



The world is so silent out here …
Have you done what you want to do today ?

[Question] What kind of a person are you ?

People learns from mistakes and that’s right . But the question is which kind of a person who learns from mistakes are you ?

Type 1 : People who learns from others mistakes

This kind of person leads a quite successful life . They are able to learn from other people’s mistakes and take the lesson as their own . Because they are able to learn from others mistakes , they are also able to prevent themselves from making the same mistakes . But , the weakness of being type 1 is they are not able to cope it when they make mistakes . The key here is able to stand back when faces mistakes

Type 2 : People who learns from their own mistakes

This kind of people get benefits from their daily life because they learns from their own mistakes . They are able to know reason why they make mistakes and they will naturally remind themselves not to make the mistakes again . The weakness of type 2 is they can’t only learn when they make the mistakes themselves . There are nothing we can do as type 2 will makes mistake no matter how many times you’ve reminded the not to .

Type 3 : People who never learns (from their own or others)

This kind of people is obviously hard-headed . They never learns and always think that they are right . There is nothing we can’t do as they are not worthy to help .The world is full of this kind of people so I hope you are not categorized into this type .

[Question] Have do you view your life ?



Take a look at the picture above .
Now , tell me what come across your mind ?
Is the cup half-filled or half-emptied ?

If it is half-filled , then you are viewing your life positively . That’s good . Please continue to do so and live your life happily . You are supposed a happy person and you give happiness to other people too .

If it is half-emptied , please don’t feel sad . You are just viewing your life in a negative side . That’s means you are always prepare for the worst and are ready to face it . You are supposed to be a calm person and you are able to give other people a sense of safety . But , be careful not to think to much as it tends to give you a bad mood . Try to smile often .

[PROJECT] I Give A Piece of Sky To You ; A Sky A Day


Time flies and past away ,
Are you living the way you wanted ?
Take a look around and think again …

Saturday, November 11, 2006

=E



Hello~
This is me on the left and Yunho on the right ^^
Don't bother , i just getting crazy here ^^

Sunday, October 22, 2006

Magazine crazed with Dong Bang Shin Ki [동방신기]

Okay , I am crazy to buy magazines although they have only one page of DBSK . But I’m sure other fans is as crazy as I am . Let see through my collection ^^


Yeah – Issue 221

I buy this magazine just because it got DBSK at the back cover . And it also contains a contest to win a poster of DBSK inside . Crazy , huh ?

Play – May Version
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This one is expensive and it is sealed with plastic wrapping so I don’t know what’s in it but I bought it just because the cover mention the word [東方神起] . Plus it also got my favorite Japan boy band – Lead ^^


TV Times – Issue 125


This one is quite good because it contains more than 4 pages of DBSK and not quite expensive . The TohoShinKi song book got one picture from each of DBSK member with one lyric included in each page . But in Yunho’s and Micky’s page , their name got mixed up . Overall the mag is good !


Young Generation – Issue 262



This magazine (I call it ‘YGen’) is really for the DBSK fans out there . I really recommend this magazine but it is a little bit expensive . I think among the staff of YGen , there are DBSK fans , so the mag features some quite details in there . This one , I bought it because it features the first concert they ever held in southeast Asia [that’s our Malaysia] . And because me also got go to this concert , I simply can’t resist the temptation to buy this mag . YGen 最高 !!


Young Generation – Issue 263
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This is YGen of the next issue . Because they features DBSK again so I simply must buy it . This time the mag brings sad news yo . Yunho is their main concern because one of his leg is injured before DBSK comes to Malaysia and Yunho hurts the other leg while in Malaysia . The mag includes many detailed information and some prayers for Yunho to heal fast . Yunho’s fans must buy this one yo ! [and me is one of them ^^]


Young Generation – Issue 266 [I think so]

I didn’t buy this issue because I’m in the middle of bankruptcy …. T^T
This poster is included in this issue and it is a simply must-buy for those DBSK fans out there . Me ? For me , I didn’t have to buy it because my friend who bought this issue is a non-DBSK fans so she gave me this because she know that I’m a crazy DBSK fans ^^ . A very good friend yo !! (^o^)V



Young Generation – Issue 267
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This issue is the latest one which I have bought a few hours ago . I’m loving YGen !! Why ? Because it features many of the latest information of DBSK . Example , their latest album showcase [“O” 正.反.合.] , Yunho , Chang Min and Micky in YashimManMan [夜心万万] and DBSK in X-Man . Plus they even translated the part of DBSK in YashimManMan and X-Man .


Ahh , before I forget ..

ARENA – Issue 37

This a malay magazine , or it is a compilation parts of many comics to be a mag . Well , I bought this mag for the sake of DBSK ^^ . The picture on the top is the making of Airsket advertisement . Yunho is really cute jumping out there !! Plus , I can read many comics here so the mag overall is good .

Monday, October 16, 2006

RE : My opinion about Yunho’s news

[WARNING]
I’ll be writing very rudely so if you can’t stand it , please refrain from reading now . Thank you .


My opinion is :
THE B**** IS GOING DOWN !!!
You better pray hard that I don’t find you . Otherwise you would have wished you’re DEAD !

Why am I saying this ?
Firstly , you say you saw DBSK 2 years ago and found out that you dislike them .
Then you join anti café but didn’t do anything anti until now .
So what if you dislike DBSK ?! Can’t you just keep it to yourself , huh ?! HUH?!!

Then , you say DBSK are bad in dancing and singing . And you also say they always make mistakes in their live performances .
What the @$*%#*$#*(#@@?!!!?!!! DBSK is bad in dancing ?!!! Yunho is the best dancer and you are saying that he is not good in it ?!!! To HELL you go , dammit !!!
Bad in singing you say ?! Then you are assuming that we [fans & Cassiopeias] are deaf , aren’t you ?! People support DBSK because their songs can capture their heart and nice to hear . Okay , maybe there are songs that didn’t meet your expectations but you didn’t have poison Yunho for that , damm you !!! Make mistakes in live ? So what ?! They are human too and sometimes it is technical fault . You can’t blame them . Humans makes mistakes and you are making one now . Big one .


SM haven’t make any charges against you , right ?
You have some choices to make here .
One , pray hard that you are in jail because if you are not , us fans are so going to kill you .
Two , you didn’t have to go to jail and we won’t kill you . You just have to drink the same thing that Yunho drink [your special drink , still remember?]
Three , kill yourself . You deserve it .

So , make up your choices . We’ll be waiting .


Oh my god , I am so rude up there !!! It is all because of Miss Go . Yunho had been enduring hardships even before he join SM . He is very kind , always smiling and always think of his fans and yet Miss Go betrayed Yunho’s trust and make him hurt deep inside .
She had make Yunho scarred mentally and physically . He might be okay physically but how about mentally ? Will Yunho be afraid of his fans from now on ? Will he becomes paranoid ? Are Yunho still the Yunho we all knew ? Can’t she see that Yunho should be enjoying his life instead of taking treatment in hospital ? I can’t forgive Miss Go . I really can’t ……




[EDIT]
I forgive Miss Go already and i have no grudge or whatsoever thing towards her ....
Because Yunho says so ..
That's all ..

[SUMMARY] Yunho’s shocking news

Okay , maybe outside there , there are still people confused over this incident because of many version of this news come out from nowhere . So , after visiting various [when I say various , it means really many] website , I decided to put up this news.

First of all , how this all started :

Info stated that the drink is meant for Yunho [although there were some stated it is for Micky actually] . Yunho is thirsty and he took the drink which is on the table . Some say Micky didn’t drink it because it looks suspicious . Yunho says that their fans will not do anything like that so he drink it . But as soon as Yunho drink from it , he threw up blood and start showing signs of losing consciousness . Yunho then is immediately send to nearest hospital and had been in the emergency room for 1 hour .

Then ,

After checking Yunho’s condition , it is relieving to hear that Yunho is safe and not having any life-threatening sickness . Yunho is lucky that he didn’t drink the beverage all the way down his stomach otherwise…………………..otherwise he …..he won’t be with us anymore . Yunho is alright physically but we can’t be certain about mentally .

Now ,

Let us go to the side of the story . The culprit [bitch!!!] .
She is named Miss Go , 20+ and is a university student .
She don’t like DBSK so she decided to give them a lesson or a threat .
She bought a drink and possibly put something [I don’t know what’s that but it isn’t good , I can tell] inside the drink . Besides that , she also swab some superglue on the exterior of the neck of the bottle . Plus , she also include a threat note which goes something like :

You guys is no good . You are bad in dancing and always make mistakes in live performances . You can only fool young girls . I hate you ….
[ I can only remember this much because I’m so pissed out when I’m reading it]

*If you wish to know more about the threat note , please refer to the credits below , thank you*

But ,

When she thought no one would even touch the drink because of the extremely suspicious outlook , Yunho drink it just because he TRUSTED his fans . After a very few while , Yunho’s news that he is send to hospital because of the drink flood the internet . Miss Go found out that things had gotten worst because police had got into investigations .


So ,

Miss Go SURRENDER herself . [actually I think she want to surrender herself because every single one of Yunho’s fans swear that they will kill her and that includes me]
S.M Entertainment haven’t [in my timeline] decided what to do [I mean charges here] to Miss Go .


And ,

That’s the end of my summary of Yunho’s shocking news . Thanks for reading and please send your love to Yunho to the websites in credit below so that he will heal even faster .



[CREDITS]
Hot & Dong Bang Shin Ki (http://z4.invisionfree.com/hotanddongbangshinki)
BM (http://bellemode.rok-star.net/)
Only one U-know (www.onlyone-uknow.com)
With Yunho (www.withyoonho.com)
Kpop kingdom (www.kpopkingdom.com/forum)

Sunday, October 15, 2006

Yunho in hospital ~

Today, while TVXQ were filming 'Heroine 6', a very serious situation happened!A fan sent TVXQ a big bottle of some kind of beverage and Yunho poured a little out to drink from it. Blood came out from his mouth, and he lost consciousness during the filming. He's now in hospital under treatment.TVXQ were stunned and heartbroken by this turn of events. The situation is under investigation at the moment, and filming for 'Heroine 6' has been stopped temporarily. Other than Yunho, the rest of TVXQ are still at the KBS studio. Yunho's stomach has been pumped, and he's regained consciousness.TVXQ has been asked to work with the police but they're in a state of panic now, almost frantic, unable to calm down.The culprit has been caught. She's a TVXQ fan, a crazy one, even until their manager knows who she is. That was why she was able to get close to TVXQ to pass them her gift.The situation is under control and all 5 members of TVXQ are basically in safety, so please do not worry.//TVXQ's leader, Yunho, while filming 'Heroine 6', drank a beverage and his lips split.U-know Yunho was filming KBS's 'Heroine 6' halfway, and was drinking a beverage backstage when this happened. He was unaware that the drink contained superglue [I'm sorry, but WTF?!] and in the process of drinking, his lip split.He was immediately sent to the nearest hospital while the crew present do not understand how this could've happened. "No one could have played this kind of prank.'

translation credits: theonlyrealone@In:Com, dbsg@ljsource: cocomm@17look8 + hohobbs.com
plus credit >> http://z4.invisionfree.com/HotandDongBangShinKi


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I was happily browsing DBSK forums and website when i saw this news .
My first reaction is 'OhMyGod??!!'
Please let Yunho be alright , please Father in Heaven !
I nearly cry out , tears already forming in my eyes ... T^T

The girl [who give Yunho that drink] ,
Hey you ! You better pray hard that i don't find you . Otherwise , i pretty sure i'll feed you cyanide myself .

I'm too sad ......

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

i hate my life ~~~

i really hated myself for :
not studying
indulging in DBSK
wasting my money surfing the net
being so down

and i really hated this computer and it's stupid low low connection . DAMM IT !!!

Sunday, October 08, 2006

X-man [featuring DBSK のみんなーさん]

It is my first time watching X-man [other than Micky playing yuh woo bi , of course ^^;;] and I don’t know what games they play there . When I watched the program , it is kinda shocking . Oh by the way , I can’t understand Korean , so whatever I write here is based on my understanding in body language .
Firstly , the ‘hanging’ game . From what I see , it seems that the rule is to make the opponent fall no matter what tactics you use . The starting seems quite funny because the person named ‘micky myeonsu’ [I’m guessing the name] says he wanted to challenge somebody but he seems to have not mention the person’ name so everybody on the blue side got puzzled . Then he pointed Micky [our DongBang boys] out and say something like he wanted to challenge him . And clips of them appeared , it seems they have some sort of unsolved grudge ?
My greatest fear came true when Junsu came forward to face Changmin . I was like ‘My god ! Are they really want to fight each other ?’ Woah , the way they fight really violent . And also their expression shows that they don’t want to lose …. T^T It is scary .
And the most shocking thing is when both side left only one member , it is JaeJoong from blue side and my Yunho from red side . My goodness !!! But luckily , I caught them smirking to each other . That means they are playing …… right ? First round , Yunho lose because JaeJoong use his toes to tickle Yunho . Second round , Jaejoong lose because Yunho ‘clam’ JaeJoong with his leg and tickle JaeJoong with his free hand .^^
Then come the second game , I don’t know what is it but it seems to me it is a game where you must make your opponent speechless no matter what you say . In Yunho’s part , his opponent is quite cracked ^^ . She keep dancing and sing ~U-know , I love you~
But Yunho counter-attack by saying something hurts ? The most charming guy is Micky .
Because he started his attack by calling his opponent her name and say ‘조아유’ . *melts* Even his team mate gets melted , Micky realized this and got ahead to charm them . Micky , you are a real playboy , are you ? XDXDXD!!!

Saturday, September 02, 2006

When trial and DBSK meet~

The time is drawing nearer for those who are having STPM this year for a few days more , the trial will begin . *sigh* I always wonder should I cry or laugh at the fact that I started to like DBSK in this moment . Since I come to like DBSK , I’ve been very active in my fandom like listening to their music , surfing the net for their information , chatting in their fanforum , buying their merchandise [posters , stickers , bookmarks , disc … etc] , learning Korean and even attending their concert . But there are also benefit in this fandom because I ‘m learning a new languages , I have [at last] attend a live concert , I learn to travel KL without parents and I go for my first audition . Plus I meet new friends over the net . And because of DBSK , I planned to buy LG M6100 when I started working but ending up winning it over a contest .
After listing down the benefits , what are the side effects ? Well , since I started to like DBSK , I have talk about DBSK non-stop . I surfing the net to download their performances [and it is always at least an hour ] , I can’t stand the temptation to open the computer to listen to DBSK songs [and that means I didn’t study] , and I used up my savings for their merchandise [talk about going crazy] .

Thursday, August 31, 2006

Fake kissing scene [court version]



Look at the photo for 2 second and look away quickly !!
Think you know them ? Look away again !

Do they look like JaeJoong and Yunho from DBSK ?
If you look for a few times in a short while , you might find that they are really look like them but evidences had show us the truth .
Let us look into this case .
Court !

Evidence :

Professional analysis (mainly JaeJoong’s fan)
(1) JaeJoong have muscles bigger than the person inside the picture
(2) JaeJoong would never leave his big cross earring
(3) The person’s Adam apple is bigger than JaeJoong’s
(4) JaeJoong got a bigger body than the person inside the picture


Professional analysis (made from Yunho’s fan)
(1) Yunho got a bigger body than the person inside the picture
(2) Yunho have bigger muscles
(3) Yunho have different hairstyle in that timeline
(4) Yunho is straight
(5) Yunho is fairer than the person in the picture


So , after the analysis presented from the professionals ,
the Court have decided the result .
It is decided that the two people in the picture are not
JaeJoong and Yunho from DBSK .
It is only a fake scam to stir up ripples in the water .
And therefore , case dismissed .
Court !


Comment : People says that the fake(s) have make this up to mimic JaeJoong and Yunho . And some just say it is some dirty trick to stain DBSK’s reputation . God knows ? In my opinion , ……… ‘So what if the picture is real ? Can anybody do anything to stop that ? Just do ya job as a fan , that’s all !’

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

Kissing scene from someone i think i know


Any comments ? I think i know them but i can't be sure ....
Care to clarify ?
And credit to ....
I can't actually remember where i get this photo so ,
people , starting claiming credit !

Monday, August 21, 2006

Yunho~ the only one in my heart





This is Yunho in Tri Angle ! ^^

He looks very cute with that humongous batch of hair ^^;; . Still i like him the way he are .

Love the pale complexion and pink lips !

This is Yunho in Hug !! So cute !

This is the time when he haven't get his teeth fixed (i wish he didn't)

so he got a chubby face yo !!

This is Yunho from Mid uh yo ! He already fixed his teeth but he is still

handsome yo !!

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

My picture in concert !

Yay !! This is my first time to concert yo ! And it's Bong Bang Shin Ki ' s concert !!
XDXD!!!!
The concert have ended and everybody is busy snapping photos and snagging the posters !
And today is 14/08/2006 !! Exactly one month from the concert !~

Friday, August 11, 2006

为 东 方 神 起 - 自 由 行 的 我 们 [ Part 2 ]

14/07/02006 – 8.30pm
At last we can get in the stadium . Our seat is the 2nd floor on the right of the stage . While waiting for the concert to start , the big screen were showing some advertisement . One of it is 东 方 神 起 promoting the LG cell phone M6100 . At that time , everybody screams because we are able to watch东 方 神 起 and they are very handsome !!! I scream when Yunho says ‘Hello?’ in the advertisement . After waiting for a moment of two , the staff starting to test the lights and there are staff pushing five table-like-platforms to the center of the stage . My sister is puzzled and ask what is the tunnel-look-alike thing hanging up on the stage . She was guessing that maybe 神 起 will come down from there .

14/07/2006 – 9.15pm
The time has come for the concert to begin because the lights went dim and music were blaring in the stadium . I’m very excited !! The screen started to show an UFO heading towards Earth and flying around a city with many tall buildings . I’m guessing that’s KL but it isn’t . Anyway , the UFO stops at a place and lights shone down showing a scene of five motorbikes speeding at a road and they were东 方 神 起 !! After some time , the clip ended and the middle screen suddenly opens and shows five long boxes loading and suddenly blacks out and on top of the stage , five long boxes reappears and land on the table-like-platforms . And lights shone on them revealing东 方 神 起 in them ! Everybody screams !! Before the boxes opens , the boxes containing Xiah rocks !! A staff quickly steadies the box . Somebody says she heard Xiah scream (but who wouldn’t?) .
The boxes reveals东 方 神 起 and they started to sing . I was like ‘KYAAA!!! Real people of东 方 神 起 performing right before my eyes’ and so , I didn’t quite paying attention on the songs they were performing [this is the sad part] . But I still feels very happy because I am able to see the real东 方 神 起 . They got sing Hug , Tri Angle , Dangerous mind , Always there , Ji geum cheo reom , Tonight ..... (this is what I heard people were saying ) . At the peak , 东 方 神 起 performs Rising Sun . The starting beat alone is enough to get people screams !! I was very happy because I know how to sing the song (except the rap part) . At the part where everything cools down , Yunho started talking Korean and whenever he finishes sentence , people just scream !! Before he ends , he says ‘Sarang haeyo’ and people just screams . So , catching the cue , Yunho says ‘Sarang haeyo’ again and people screams !!! Me too !!! Now , it is Micky’s turn to talk . He speaks in English and we all appreciated it . He ask ‘Are you having fun ?’ and we answer him ‘YEAH!!!’. He then continues talking : This is the first time we were having concert in the southeast Asia and we hope we will come here again . Thank you for your support . And then people screams !!! [Please don’t hit me if Micky didn’t say like that because I can’t possibly remember all the things he said]





For Super Juniors part :
They starts to perform some songs and then cool down to introduce themselves . Every introduction is accompanied by many screams !! And there is one guy [I don’t know his name] , he got tired of traditional introduction . He just sigh and laugh saying ‘Nice to meet you’ and people screams again !! When Han Geng introduce himself , everybody screams because he is speaking Mandarin and we UNDERSTAND what he says . He say ‘你 好 吗 ?我 们 是 第 一 次 来 马 来 西 亚 ........’ and everybody screams again . And then they starts to perform again .

After Super Juniors performs , 神 起 starts their own again !! XDXDXD!!!
While神 起 was performing , I saw some staff climb up the Y-shape stage and starts to put some stand on it . Not long after , 神 起 walks towards the Y-shape stage and lean against the stand . Xiah is the one farthest following by Micky , Hero at the center , Max the second nearest and Yunho ... the one standing most nearest to me !!! XDXDXDXD I am screaming on top of my lungs !! He is standing 4 metres away from me. *sigh* I am breathing the same air with Yunho !! They sings some song and then the stand they were standing rise up . So great !!! << I can’t find any words to put in XP
The most romantic scene of 神 起 is when they spread out petals to the air (by the help of fans) while singing . It nearly stops my heart . After singing , they retreat to the backstage .
When the big screen started to shows神 起MV [Hi Yah Ya] , it was actually a cue that the concert has ended but we don’t know that and we keep yelling ‘Encore’ . It was when the stadium lights up that we know the concert has ended . It was a bit disappointing because this is my first concert and it has no encores . But I still feels very happy . After the MV ended , everybody is rushing to the LRT station to catch the last tram . And this is how my first concert ended .

为 东 方 神 起 - 自 由 行 的 我 们 [ Part 1 ]

This is the day I won’t forget in my life . It’s the day神 起 open concert in Malaysia . And now , 我 的 自 由 行 starts .

14/07/2006 – 1.00pm
Me and my sister take a bus to KL . I’m so excited and nervous at the same time . My friend (Vic-chan) ask me whether I got red clothes or not because she says it is better to wear red . I was puzzled and says I don’t have one . I’m wearing a purple one .
あかい が きらい です !! It was until I reached there , then I know why .......... Anyway , Vic-chan also say we should memorize some songs because they were planning to sing some before the concert starts . The songs is Hug , My Little Princess and Show Me Your Love . I was like @#$% (I am not speaking foul language , mind you) because I only know Hug (I know them for only two weeks) . So , upon on the bus , me and my sister are busy memorizing lyrics .

14/07/2006 – 3.45pm
We reached the Pudu bus station and that’s when my 自 由 行 starts . We call our father and he asked us take the LRT . And then he take us to our hotel and we waits for the time to past . As Vic-chan says the stadium opens at 6.00 pm , we planned to go at 5.45pm . At almost 4.15pm , Vic-chan sends a sms asking whether I have arrive to Bukit Jalil because she says many people have arrive . I was shocked because the time wasn’t even close and many people already come . Me and my sister quickly pack our stuff and get ready to go .

14/07/2006 – 6.15pm
We reached Bukit Jalil LRT station . I was very anxious because we were late 15 minutes for the opening of the stadium . But when we arrive to the main entrance , we saw many people . ~A sea of reds ~ That’s what I call the scene in front of me . There are many people wearing red clothes and red bandanas . I was amazed . A little bit feeling of guilt crept in myself for not wearing red . But it’s never mind because あかい が きらい です .
We searched for Vic-chan and we found her queuing in a very very long queue . She come to us when she saw us . We’re actually meeting for the very first time yo . Vic-chan is quite tall and very nice !! She lead us to queue at a booth giving off free goody bag . She says the booth is actually for those with LG phone but to few people with that phone so they were giving out to those presented their ticket to them and fill in some details . The goodies are included : One 神 起 screen wiper , one神 起 bookmark , one set of 神 起 stickers and one神 起 mouse pad . Then , I met Ariq-san . She was very beautiful !! We exchange brief introduction (we’re meeting for the first time too) and each one of us move on with our own program . Me and my sister were looking around and found a queue for free poster of东 方 神 起 so we quickly queue up the line .



14/07/2006 – 7.30pm
We are still queuing for the free poster . *sigh* It took us long enough for that poster . As the time past , I am getting nervous . The concert is starting at 8.00pm but we are still queuing outside . We fill in a set of survey and the staff hand us a bag containing one 东 方 神 起 poster , one Korea guide book , some pamphlets and a map of Korea . And at last it’s time for us to go in . The situation gets hot and everybody is rushing and pushing to get in . Then somebody screams and we thought it was东 方 神 起 they saw in the building but later I found out they were screaming because the media was taking pictures . 元气ですね !!

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

Are you super fan of TVXQ ? Ask yourself !! XDXD

Are you super fans of TVXQ ?

You are consider one if :

You study Korean just to understand what TVXQ says
You join their fanclub even if the fees are killing you
You enter all kinds of contest just because the prizes are TVXQ’s merchandise
You want to buy the M6100 LG cell phone just because TVXQ have advertise it
You scream at the sight of TVXQ (at the television , of course)
You memorize all their lyrics (even if you don’t know what it means)
You learn how to sing their songs
You started to look for big crosses (earrings or necklace)
You go to their concert (even when your parents object)
You have posters of TVXQ in your room
You have many magazines of TVXQ
You go crazy after a newspaper articles if it mentions anything about TVXQ
You buy an expensive magazine just because it have TVXQ at the cover
You have TVXQ pictures for wallpaper (both computer and cell phone) and songs for ring tone
You cry when you find out TVXQ are sick (and still working)
You learn / try to sing accapella
You buy TVXQ necklaces online even it cost you your life (man , it’s really expensive T^T)
You know how to dance TVXQ’s dance (at least you know Rising Sun)
You buy all singles and albums (original)

So , are you super fans of TVXQ / DBSK ? I'm one because i done some on top and everytime my teacher ask 'you know ?' , all i heard is u-know . And everytime i see or heard the word triangle , all i ever remember is TVXQ song (Tri Angle)






Are you super fan of Lead ? Take a look !

Are you super fans of Lead ?

You are super fans if you see Lead in everything :

>> you are studying Chemistry and you smile every time the teacher mention the word ‘Lead’

>> you sometimes consider to paint your room in orange

>> you study Japanese just to understand what Lead says in their performance

>> you are shopping for clothes and suddenly exclaimed “Ah , these similar to Lead’s!”

>> you name your Ipod with the name ‘Night Deluxe’ or ‘Virgin Blue’

>> you can identify Lead’s songs by just listening to the first beat of the music

>>you scream by just looking at the pictures of Lead

>>you can remember all the lyrics (at least your idol’s part)

>>you swear you’ll go to Japan one day to attend Lead’s concert

>>you have all the singles and albums by Lead (original)

>>you buy the magazine just because it got Lead at the front cover or just one page only


So , what is your level of fandom ? Post a comment and let 's see it !! Me consider myself a super fan because i almost done everything above XP

That day again ~ Open burning

06/08/2006 – 6.15 pm

*sigh* It’s the day again when the Chinese burns offerings to the deity (god) for some reason . I’m a Chinese but I’m an atheist (nobody knows that except my twin sister). But yes , I do burn incense on a regular basis …. *sigh* what can I do , if I don’t burn it , my mom would kill me for being lazy to serve the god . As a Chinese , I’m very sad that we maybe the top 3 contributor to the happening of global warming . Why am I saying that ? Let see , Buddhist burns incense everyday , burns a lot amount of paper on Ching Ming (Hungry Ghost Festival) , and one festival I don’t quite remember what but we do burn something there . I basically hated people for open burning . Can people see that the sky is getting misty by haze ? Everyday when I comes back from tuition or school , I see people in rural places burns away their rubbish like nothing special happening . I was like !@#$%^* (don’t misunderstood , I don’t speak foul language) . Our world is going down and you guys out there know perfectly well it would not be long . So long XP

Friday, August 04, 2006

Yunho sickness ~

Yunho is healing but why it isn't fast ? T^T I'm so concern about you YUNHO SSI !!!

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